For littles to talk about difficult topics (Trigger Warning)

I feel like maybe one of the gods out there hates me for something cos bad things keep happening and our brain says there my job but our brain is stupid and poopy.

Last night i started new antibiotics but today they make me vomit so much and that means the pain relief doesn't work cos they leave my tummy thorugh my mouth not through the real exit so I'm just in real bad pain and I wanna cry and i started getting put out for bad stuff more and more after our "hosts" last girlfriend got upsetty when I told her to stop touching my boobies so maybe Zeus or Apollo or Bastet or someone thinks I gotta let everyone touch me or there gonna keep making me sicky.

Maybe our body just sucks too but I asked all my friends and they don't think I can get a refund which is stupid cos the government says you can get a refund on faulty products and if I could get a new body maybe I could get a kid body and then I could feel less scared cos less people would be looking at me in a bad way. I dunno

I'm real glad your Mummy is back Susie that's so so so so so so so great!!!!!!!!!!!! I know my mummy is gonna be here real soon, her name is Dorothea and she takes real good care ofme and she likes old movies and weird video games, she got one where you kiss santa, and another one where your a dinosaur and you gotta make friends with other dinosaurs at a dinosaur highschool before a meteor hits the earth. She's the best!!!!!

Bridie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HI Bridie

I hope things gets better for you..its wrong for bigs to touch you if you don't want to be touched. Maybe you can write rules in a journal for them to read that if Little Bridie is at front they can't expect you to do grown up stuff with them! ..until your bigs come back and tells them it's ok?

Our body is disabled too and gets lots of pains and tired real quick.

We have an inside world with inside body we can imagine. If you get Fashion Dreamer game you can make a character like you'd like your inner body to be and design your own outfits to wear on the inside and have an island like Animal Crossing to visit your animal friends. That game has lots of outfits and hairstyles too and body (in game) not like an adult body. (can choose when you start new game).

I got to go now cos our doggy needs to go out to poop! I'll come back later


Susie

TheTriForce wrote:HI Bridie

I hope things gets better for you..its wrong for bigs to touch you if you don't want to be touched. Maybe you can write rules in a journal for them to read that if Little Bridie is at front they can't expect you to do grown up stuff with them! ..until your bigs come back and tells them it's ok?

Our body is disabled too and gets lots of pains and tired real quick.

We have an inside world with inside body we can imagine. If you get Fashion Dreamer game you can make a character like you'd like your inner body to be and design your own outfits to wear on the inside and have an island like Animal Crossing to visit your animal friends. That game has lots of outfits and hairstyles too and body (in game) not like an adult body. (can choose when you start new game).

I got to go now cos our doggy needs to go out to poop! I'll come back later


Susie

Thankie um but I'll be ok. I already tell people not to touch me but they don't always listen, and the peopl who wanna touch me when I say no aren't gonna do what I say anyway, um but this time I threatened to tell our host and that scared Emily's ex girlfriend so she got angry and loudly broke up iwth Emily and then Emily stopped fronting for a few days but seh came back but she went away again in october cos we got so tired we couldn't stand up in the shower. I dunno i'm just trying to come up with answers for why i'm so sicky and why i keep getting stuck out when I didn't used to, being sick wasn't my job until August.

just getting ready for the hospital. its all gonnabe ok as long as i don't got the mean tummy doctor

doctors hate me and don't wanna look after me and don't care that i can't move and pooed the bed and I hate them and I want them to explode or me to explode cos when a kitty is in bad pain you don't make the kitty deal with it you give the kitty drugs or put her down

Doctors can be so horrible at times.

We hope you get better soon.

Veronica.

Hello this is Susie

All our bigs are sad or angry cos some outside bigs have been mean or didn't help when they should so we got no tablets come and some sent a nasty letter to say they stop our money if we don't answer phone and we can't.

Sue took us to take Mr Woof out this morning but another dog snuck up on that we didn't hear and our dog charged off after them we got him back and Sue apologised to other doggy's owner but then she couldn't stop shaking driving us home.

She got us inside safe but gone back inside in tears again. Jess is helping me and Bobby is waiting to switch with me to make us all some breakfast after I typed this.

I don't understand why outside people have to be mean to us - not the lady with the dog she was very nice and understanding cos she said her dog was the same off-lead if she saw another one. Lucky her dog was very sweet and calm so they didnt fight...so I'm not sure why Sue was upset.

oh ..Jess says its cos of other stress in the week from other mean people not that lady. Sue is not feeling very strong to cope with anything. We think she should take a break so Bobby and Jess are going to try to write a letter to complain about the other mean people that want to stop our money cos we can't use a phone and we can post it tomorrow.

Kit is very angry with the mean people but she will still make sure we have tablets and enough food in before it snows again and stuff our dog needs. She told me not to worry but I don't like it when all our bigs are angry and upset.

Sorry I just needed to talk about it to some other littles who would understand about living with stressed out 'bigs' and other 'mean bigs' in the outside world.

Bobby is gonna make us some breakfast now we'll be ok.

Susie

TheTriForce wrote:Hello this is Susie

All our bigs are sad or angry cos some outside bigs have been mean or didn't help when they should so we got no tablets come and some sent a nasty letter to say they stop our money if we don't answer phone and we can't.

Sue took us to take Mr Woof out this morning but another dog snuck up on that we didn't hear and our dog charged off after them we got him back and Sue apologised to other doggy's owner but then she couldn't stop shaking driving us home.

She got us inside safe but gone back inside in tears again. Jess is helping me and Bobby is waiting to switch with me to make us all some breakfast after I typed this.

I don't understand why outside people have to be mean to us - not the lady with the dog she was very nice and understanding cos she said her dog was the same off-lead if she saw another one. Lucky her dog was very sweet and calm so they didnt fight...so I'm not sure why Sue was upset.

oh ..Jess says its cos of other stress in the week from other mean people not that lady. Sue is not feeling very strong to cope with anything. We think she should take a break so Bobby and Jess are going to try to write a letter to complain about the other mean people that want to stop our money cos we can't use a phone and we can post it tomorrow.

Kit is very angry with the mean people but she will still make sure we have tablets and enough food in before it snows again and stuff our dog needs. She told me not to worry but I don't like it when all our bigs are angry and upset.

Sorry I just needed to talk about it to some other littles who would understand about living with stressed out 'bigs' and other 'mean bigs' in the outside world.

Bobby is gonna make us some breakfast now we'll be ok.

Susie

I'm sorry susie that sounds real hard (((( I hope your bigs can work things out.

I don't got my bigs right now. Mummmy and little mummy was only here so she could deal with the infection cos I gotta be here cos we got the real bad pain in our girl parts and we see the surgeon on tuesday but when we were in hospital with the infection the surgeon there said maybe we gotta have another surgery if the numbing gel isn't helping so I dunno. its hard. I dont want another surgery but we gotta have the bigs here and I can only do the pain with morphine and were not sposed to have morphine unless its real serious. so i dunno. maybe we getting tummy sick again too but Ih ope not but we not weeing enough or pooing enough and my tummy hurts a little tohnight. I'm gonna sleep now I hope things get good soon Susie!!!!!!!!!

I hope you get better from your operations soon and can have fun and stuff.

Our (human) bigs are not coping very well... Jess (our changeling protector) says it is because the chemist didn't bring our medication for 3 months and we got that menopause thing too.

Sue is always crying and Kit can't control her temper. I feel scared alot and we're always cold. Jess is blending with me to try and help me feel safe, Bobby is still ok.

They did manage to find someone in our country that can help us get our medication free hopefully this next week so at least then we got money to pay our rent incase the mean people stop our money cos we couldn't answer the phone on Friday.

We don't know how to check the money went in though. we managed to re-order some food to come before the next lot of snow comes..we just added last shop to basket again and everything goes through automatic after you choose a day and time..but I don't know how much we got or if it will last till the bigs feel better and come back

I'll just hide in the bedroom and play quietly and hopefully our bigs will feel better after a rest day and come back tomorrow to finish sorting things out.

Susie

vortexvoid wrote:how do you get help if your not allowed to talk

I dunno maybe you can write messages to people when im in hospital and overhwelmed i cant talk and i write stuff on my phone and show it to people. its hard but it works . Um why aren't you allwoed to talk is it a brain thing or are people being mean if people are being mean I'll bite them!!! um i also offer hugs if there comfy for you but you don't gotta take them if they scary. scary hgus are bad hugs and not hugs i wanna give

we keep beign sick we had temperatures for 2 weeks now and its hard and stupid and they taking us back to hospital tomorrow. I hope we dont gotta stay. there's been pus around our iv line and stuff so that's bad, but they still can't find an infection.