For littles to talk about difficult topics (Trigger Warning)

I went to the Littles thread and our friend Evan is gone and we are sad. we hope Evan is ok and playing with fire trucks.

I know--he's been gone a long time and we really miss him a lot.
He had a castle with different colored flags to protect him.

we can still be friends and wish him well together. maybe their host is have a tough time again. thanks for telling me he has been gone a long time. we understand because we were gone a long time too

My cat is real old and sick (she's 19) and our mum tries to tell us she's gonna be ok but she keeps wetting the bed when she sleeps with me and i no her kidneys aren't good so I reckon her kidneys are going even more and she's not gonna be around long . Its real scary cos we had bella as long as I can remember, longer even (we got her when we were 3 and I remember back to being 6) I hope everything is gonna be good

Um sorry for posting twice but I realised somethng real bad happened while I was in hospital and I don't feel safe no more .

um so I was in hospital with a uti and they were dressing my fanny everyday so the uti wouldn't spread and um [spoiler] one day the tissue viability nurse was a man and he was real rough and he put his fingers in my fanny and um I just realised this was bad touch and not good and it feels like the bad thing happened again [/spoiler]

I just dunno what to do any more. Howm I sposed to trust grownups. there mean to kep me safe by they don

Ifn you know the male nurse name you can keep safe by reporting him so he don't work there no more.

I miss even and Leon too. I worry they got the covid. But if the beas can come back after a long time then even and Leon might too.

I miss von hoemheim but he not coming back because he is all fused now an I know he is part of zamiel and I can still talk to zamiel but I miss the way he typed. It doesn't feel the same when friends fuse cosn they not just friend anymore they are friend and bigs wot you don't know. An I know fusin is a happy fing but it doesn't feel happy.

I dont no the nurse name cos he was from the wound team and not a normal nurse but maybe if I see him again I can write down the name and bite him.

I dont think fusing is a happy thing cos being many people is good and our therapist says no one has to go anywhere if they don't wanna and I'm never ever ever going naywhere cos I got friends and show sI like and games i wanna play and being on my own feels so bad

Um i may hafta go back to hospital cos the nurses found bad bacteria in my fairy parts and maybe i gotta get more antibiotics or get another surgery or something. It's not good whatever it is

I really hope you all can see your friends again

Eliseahorse wrote:I miss von hoemheim but he not coming back because he is all fused now an I know he is part of zamiel and I can still talk to zamiel but I miss the way he typed. It doesn't feel the same when friends fuse cosn they not just friend anymore they are friend and bigs wot you don't know. An I know fusin is a happy fing but it doesn't feel happy.

Our bigs keep changing and blending together and its confusing..I don't mind if it just a few hours to work together on the outside cos they need to cos sometimes I blend with someone to come out but stay safe in the background like when we go on the scooter and a big needs to drive it on the roads for safety..but when we get home we can be ourselves again..but some bigs are staying together and they change.

Like Sue has been my inside caretaker for years since our real outside mummy died and now she's gone inside another and I miss her. Kate tries to be like my outside mummy when I was at front at 6. but it's not the same and I know our 'Kate' isn't the same and she is new and only been with us a few years since we had that stroke thing When she with me she pretends to be my mummy when she was with someone else she pretend to be their twin. I think she's a changeling.

I really miss Bobby too they growed up and I know people find them hard to talk cos they not very interested in social talking but they looked after and kept me safe for most of our years when no other one's knew we were inside and they were still only 10 at the time!

I thought I be happy with a mummy. daddy and lil bro on the inside for ever with me but I'm not cos I know they not the real ones

Susie

TheTriForce wrote:

Eliseahorse wrote:I miss von hoemheim but he not coming back because he is all fused now an I know he is part of zamiel and I can still talk to zamiel but I miss the way he typed. It doesn't feel the same when friends fuse cosn they not just friend anymore they are friend and bigs wot you don't know. An I know fusin is a happy fing but it doesn't feel happy.

Our bigs keep changing and blending together and its confusing..I don't mind if it just a few hours to work together on the outside cos they need to cos sometimes I blend with someone to come out but stay safe in the background like when we go on the scooter and a big needs to drive it on the roads for safety..but when we get home we can be ourselves again..but some bigs are staying together and they change.

Like Sue has been my inside caretaker for years since our real outside mummy died and now she's gone inside another and I miss her. Kate tries to be like my outside mummy when I was at front at 6. but it's not the same and I know our 'Kate' isn't the same and she is new and only been with us a few years since we had that stroke thing When she with me she pretends to be my mummy when she was with someone else she pretend to be their twin. I think she's a changeling.

I really miss Bobby too they growed up and I know people find them hard to talk cos they not very interested in social talking but they looked after and kept me safe for most of our years when no other one's knew we were inside and they were still only 10 at the time!

I thought I be happy with a mummy. daddy and lil bro on the inside for ever with me but I'm not cos I know they not the real ones

Susie

That so hard

I got an inside mummy but she had to go away for a bit because she got real scared and real small cos she was doing adult stuff with friends over the internet and now it just me and kitty and kitty is a kitty cat and kittys not the same cos she doesn't know what kinda things are safe for me and shes good with the other kids but she doesn't get me yet but maybe she will. I really hope Sue and Bobby can come back and maybe if you write a letter to your bigs and hope real hard they will. I know my mummy will come back when she's ok, she already gotten bigger I think maybe she 12 now. Its also real weird having mummy think of me as her big sister and also calling one of our friends mummy but I hope that's stopped now shes a bit bigger.

Good luck!!!!!
Bridie!!!!

PrimePossum wrote:
That so hard

I got an inside mummy but she had to go away for a bit because she got real scared and real small cos she was doing adult stuff with friends over the internet and now it just me and kitty and kitty is a kitty cat and kittys not the same cos she doesn't know what kinda things are safe for me and shes good with the other kids but she doesn't get me yet but maybe she will. I really hope Sue and Bobby can come back and maybe if you write a letter to your bigs and hope real hard they will. I know my mummy will come back when she's ok, she already gotten bigger I think maybe she 12 now. Its also real weird having mummy think of me as her big sister and also calling one of our friends mummy but I hope that's stopped now shes a bit bigger.

Good luck!!!!!
Bridie!!!!

Thank you for answering me when I was really sad and crying. I didn't have to write to my bigs, Bobby saw what I put and made them split so I got Sue back!

This morning Bobby took us out to the nature park then Sue made us scrambled eggs, sausage and toast for breakfast all of us together.

Some had to go back inside after breakfast cos our body gets really tired with everyone at the front together for a long time. But Bobby & Sue will stay out with me so I get a full day with them both! B put more money on the eShop and is gonna help me choose a new game and set it up.

We just gonna watch some videos of some cosy games together to see which one I like best.

I hope your inside mummy comes back to you soon too!!

Thank you

Susie