For littles to talk about difficult topics (Trigger Warning)

I’m very sad. I’m always so sad. I don’t know why. Sometimes it’s about how much I hurt, and sometimes it’s about no one caring, and sometimes about bad stuff that happened, but most of the time I am just sad and hurt.

It feels like I never ever stop being hurt. Sometimes I don’t want to be here anymore (in the ... in the not alive way) or do bad things to the body because it hurts so much. I don’t know why I am here. I wish I had not woken up. All I do is hurt. I don’t like being awake. I am not even a person!!

And I can’t talk to the t lady, because she’s scary and also because my stuff is too much but it’s also too little. I can’t talk to anybody about it ... I don’t want to burden them. They shouldn’t have to deal with it. Not even here where I can talk about it??

I don’t even know what is wrong really. Just that I hurt a lot.

I guess it does feel better to say it somewhere. Thank you to MD kids who said I could go here. I will try to come here and say things when it is bad. Maybe. It is still a little scary. But it did help.

- Pink

Hi Pink.

I'm sorry you're feeling so sad.

Our T says that it's his choice to feel sad and stuff about the things people tell him--like, he knows they will tell him about bad stuff that happened, and about feeling alone and stuff, and he will feel sad, but that we shouldn't worry about his feelings. He said that he takes really good care of himself, so we don't have to worry about him.

And a lot of us feel less alone since we've been seeing him, because he knows about us, and no one did before, and he really really cares. Like, we're important to him.

So, maybe you can get to know your t lady better, so she won't seem so scary, and then if you don't feel as scared, maybe you can tell her about feeling so sad. And then maybe it will feel more like someone cares. I hope so.

Jaden

Hi Pink and Jaden,

To Pink, we are sorry too that you feel sad. We like what Jaden said about getting to know your T lady better. And we hope things get better for you soon.

MD Kids

viola was writing but we had to chores and there was an accident and viola says it ok but some of us are sad cos it was bad and now were hugging a kitty to feel better but viola wants to get back to writing







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we were cleaning the fish tank and a fishie got caught in the vacuum and viola got him unstuck as fast as she could but he was all hurt and hes probably gonna die soon

we dont even know how old our fishies are but they're from before we knew we were a we instead of a i. theyre even older than all our kitties.

and this is the first time ones ever got caught in the vacuum and it was totally a axxident and theres more fishies but were super sad cos this one got hurt cos of us





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ciara & teg

Oh ciara & teg. I know you didn't want the fishy to get hurt. It's really sad sometimes because things happen that you don't want to happen. But they do anyway. You didn't do anything bad. Just an accident. I hope you feel better soon.

Cody

(Evan wanted to write but he's kind of overwhelmed right now)

Sorry about your fishie.

Claire

We're sorry about your fish too.

MD Kids

Hewo I 5 yr old my big sissy help me text better some time. I been abuse for long time an live wit adopted daddy met from internet to escape. We really wants friends wit DID to feel more understood and make dem happys too

Fishies are special, we know. We have kitty, he is nice. I am sad your fishie got caught in the vacuum.

Three

thankyou Cody & Evan & Claire & MD Kids & Three




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we think the fishie has died cos he stopped moving today & violas gonna take care of him soon

she says its probably better cos he was h ruts bad and now hes not sore anymore

were still sad tho




teg & ciara & otehrs