For littles to talk about difficult topics (Trigger Warning)

Bobby It's not nice to say weird. I don't think you weird.

Hi Peter and Evan and MD kids! Hi littles!

Do people be angry in T lady office places? I worry little black thing is scared if it's angry people in T lady office place, and they yell. Little black thing don't like people yel. I see T lady tomorrow, I ask and tell little black thing is scared. I don't like yelling and little black thing say it hurts ears. My ears hurt to think how yell sounds. Little black thing has big eyes like this that's how you know.

I have mint chocolate.

LEON

Hi LEON,

My T has a sign in his office that says “no yelling,” but I think that means that HE never yells there. I guess if other people were angry they might yell. People can have lots of big feelings when they talk to the T. I never thought about what my sparkly stuffy, the heart rock and the magnets see when other people are there. I just know my T doesn’t let them touch the rock or the stuffy, but Bobby said they could touch the magnets but not take them home.

Can you ask the little black thing about it? Does it have to stay at the T’s or can you take it home and keep it safe? Or can the T put it somewhere it can’t hear yelling?

Our T gave us mint chocolate cookies, but we don’t like mint. But if you like it I’m glad you have some.

Claire

Hi LEON,

I think you need to talk to your T lady so the little black thing has a safe place to be in her office. Being safe is super important. Maybe there's a special place for it that's really really safe. We have a special stuffie at our T's office that she NEVER let's anyone else touch because it's just for us. Our stuffie has a super safe secret place where it waits for us to come back next week.

Hi Claire,

I don't like mint either but Cody does.

Evan

Hi Bobby. We hope the bracelet works. And we hope you feel better and get to do stuff just for you.

And hi everyone else.

MD Kids

Hi Guys, it's Mandy. I've been stuck with Beth. She's still here letting me write this.

She doesn't do nothing. She likes being on internet and that's it. She's not sad and depressed anymore so that bit is good. But I don't find her fun. I prefer if it's No-one with me in body because she lets us do stuff, we go out and see stuff, sometimes get in trouble because we spend money we not supposed to but it's better than doing nothing.

Then it upsets the bf because Beth is just staring at internet. I didn't tell him it's me and Beth because then he'll leave her to the internet - he knows that's how she lives her life. I just said it's Mandy and I dunno who else today. So then he gets us helping with dinner and stuff and at least it's not internet.

I just realized she tricked me. This is lots of internet typing.

I love mint chocolate Leon. I ate loads at Christmas. I got care Bear early and a teddy bear sparkle pendant I can wear to work. I can go to the new work with No-one so I'm happy about that.

Anyway blur Beth. Anyway is a Beth word. She says it all the time, she's getting on my nerves.

Thanks for reading, nobody can help me but Beth says, yuck Beth, it's good to let stuff out.

Mandy

I thought of another thingy that's annoying me. My carebear. Karen is young now and she wants it. I sort of want to give it to her to be nice but I don't want to because it's mine. She can get her own carebear. She wants the lion one really anyway. I let the dog girl have a teddy and sock girl but they not about loads. Karen can be so I don't want her to have my carebear.

Another thing I haven't had a day to myself for ages. I like a whole day without the outside children. I love the outside children but I can't be alone and just me when they here. I dunno why I not had a day. A free day to myself. It's not fair.

Beth likes moaning. She has nothing to moan about so she's helping me. I don't think it's helping.

Mandy

Hi Mandy
Maybe you makin the other carebare for karren? You shouldnt have to share your care bare with her I wouldnt share my licky dog. I made a stick person for Elspeth coz she got nufin an people said give her your lcky dog an then outside girl wanted licky dog but he my do an outside girl got lots of stuff any way an licky dog the only fing wat is mine so, we gotted a new dog what for the outside girl to playwith an I made elspeth a stick dolly for her to play with in our head only elspeth planted the stick dolly an it grew into grandmother tree like in pocahontis an now we dont see elspeth anymore cos she hapy inside talkin to grandmother tree.
So maybe you make a lion carebare for karren an she be braver?
Adults not letin you do stuff an trickin you is poo. Poo to beth. Poo to gracelady. She said we were goin to the beach today an I could come but it was a trick we didnt get to go PLAY on the beach we just walked to the shops on the beach sand instead of on the path if I'd known we were goin to the shops I wouldn't av let gracelady share. Today was my day at the front an I wanted to play ball in the garden with the outside girl. Gracelady got her day out front tommorrow she could have waited to go to the shops.

It not fair beth not lettin you do stuff. You should make her do stuff an then maybe beth learn she likes doin stuff. If she not sad no more maybe internet stuff just a habit? You can brake a habit but it hard my dady tried 6 times to stop smokin.

You gotta be strong an say boyfriend It mandy an I want you to help me get beth to do stuff cos she not bad sad no more an she need teachin how to be fun again.

MeMyselfMaureen wrote:Hi Mandy
Maybe you makin the other carebare for karren? You shouldnt have to share your care bare with her I wouldnt share my licky dog. I made a stick person for Elspeth coz she got nufin an people said give her your lcky dog an then outside girl wanted licky dog but he my do an outside girl got lots of stuff any way an licky dog the only fing wat is mine so, we gotted a new dog what for the outside girl to playwith an I made elspeth a stick dolly for her to play with in our head only elspeth planted the stick dolly an it grew into grandmother tree like in pocahontis an now we dont see elspeth anymore cos she hapy inside talkin to grandmother tree.
So maybe you make a lion carebare for karren an she be braver?
Adults not letin you do stuff an trickin you is poo. Poo to beth. Poo to gracelady. She said we were goin to the beach today an I could come but it was a trick we didnt get to go PLAY on the beach we just walked to the shops on the beach sand instead of on the path if I'd known we were goin to the shops I wouldn't av let gracelady share. Today was my day at the front an I wanted to play ball in the garden with the outside girl. Gracelady got her day out front tommorrow she could have waited to go to the shops.

It not fair beth not lettin you do stuff. You should make her do stuff an then maybe beth learn she likes doin stuff. If she not sad no more maybe internet stuff just a habit? You can brake a habit but it hard my dady tried 6 times to stop smokin.

You gotta be strong an say boyfriend It mandy an I want you to help me get beth to do stuff cos she not bad sad no more an she need teachin how to be fun again.

Hi Peter,

I read your posts. I like you. You right Beth need to learn to have fun again. It's complicated but Beth was doing lots of stuff internal for the twins. Now she don't gotta do none of it plus she not sad. So I think you right and itd habit plus she need new fun.

They gonna buy Karen a lion care bear. Twins spoil kids. So now Karen is a kid they will spoil her. They decide stuff. They got the outside young son everything on his Christmas list and the older ones but they asked for less. They say this "we will draw blood before we let kids go without" Our outside kids aren't spoilt tho somehow because one asked for a bed for Christmas. Twins got him a bed and then said "beds aren't Christmas present" and got him a TV as well. Rose bought them all a st Christopher. I remembered chocolate. So Karen will get her own carebear I spose she can borrow mine when she's out till then.

Your Grace lady is a tricker too. It not nice. You not hurting anyone to play on beach. I hope you get to play on beach soon.

You so smart tho Peter because saying Beth needs to learn fun again. I gonna do that, teach her. Thanks loads Mandy

IT NOT FAIR

The footin was suposed to be my special fing what I doin with the outside girl in public. My fing cos I a boy an best luck comes when boys go footin.

I supost to carry a big flamin torch like from olden days all down fountan road past the fountin and up to the foot of the mountain an then throw the torch onna big bonfire an eat gingerbread while we watched the fireworks and then go with everybody round the houses givin out coal. I even got the misters to say yes to me bringin the outside girl with me she was gonna hold my hand an it gonna be a special thing we doin together just mine. NO gracelady NO mo just me.

an I was gonna make some friends outside friends what would talk to me an the whole viliage gonna hold hands an sing auld lang sine.

What did grace lady do? She went and put the outside girls favorate tv on the computer and promised her she could wathc the whole series.

I made the dinner early I let the outside girl keep watchin while she ate an then I said "time to go" an she said"but mummy promised i got annother eppisode".
An I missed the torches an then the eppisode finnished an I said time to go an she said but mummy promised an I waited an then the fireworks started an you could hear them an I said please but she wouldn't come an you cant see the fireworks from my house only hear them an I had to listen to the other people watchin fireworks an I not gettin to see them an every time the eppisode finished I said please an she said no "a promis is a promis" an you musnt break promises. I waited 4 hours!!!!

When we got to where the bonfire was there was nobody there just me an the outside girl an she complainin cos we only got my bike torch an she wanted a flamin one but the flamin ones were all gone hours ago an I started singin auld lang sine all on my own with noone to be my friend and the outside girl not even singing with me an she said "dont sing" and I asked why there noone here to hear me she cant be embarised or nothin cos we alone. An she said "cos I already sung it a school" an I said "but I not sung it yet it a new year song" then she cried because I wanted to sing an she wanted me to be quiet. And I had to go and use my last 50p to buy her a treat to chear her up and I not allowed to cry even though I lost my only chance to make outside friends. even though they were only for today they still would have been my friends an now I gott to be alone for annother whole year but I not allowed to cry even though her stincky tv could have been paused to watch after we came back. I not allowed to cry cos then I upsettin the outside girl.

Footin was gonna be my special fing and now it ruined an I missed it because of some stinky tv what could be watched anytime.

Hi Peter. That's sounds terrible and REALLY unfair. I'm sorry you didn't get to do that thing you were looking forward to so much. When inside people don't listen to each other and do things that are really unfair and hurt each other's feelings it's just like things really mean outside people did to you in the past.

We're trying really really hard to be nice to each other, and listen, and make sure that if we make a promise to someone inside, that we keep it. It's really hard to do. But I got promised that we would take a long walk today and listen to my book while we walk, so we're gonna do that right now. And we'll do other stuff later that other people need to do.

I really want to take the dog along, and so does Oliver, but he hurt his paw a couple of weeks ago and it's not all the way better yet. So I don't think we should take him miles and miles.

Bobby

Hi! I’m Luna. 5 years old. I like pink and Disney. I’m hugging my bunny. Not real though. Her name is Lily and she never yells or mean.
A nice lady was reading this for other little people in big bodies and I said I wanted to say hi. She was nice and said yeah. She has a funny voice but I like it. Her name River.
But yeah. Dinner time so I have to go.
So hi. That’s it