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Re: For littles to talk about difficult topics (Trigger Warning)

Postby MeMyselfMaureen » Mon Nov 18, 2019 11:19 am

Sorry littles but peter and grace shouldnt have writen that last post they have given away to much detail and we could be in danger if it get seen I have asked for it to be removed.

Thank you all for caring about peter
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Re: For littles to talk about difficult topics (Trigger Warning)

Postby Hannasue » Mon Nov 18, 2019 3:58 pm

Hi everyone i’m a little my name is isabel i saw this thread and i thought it was really cool. I’ve never been to a no adults aloud thread this is really cool i like it! I am sometimes to scared to talk about my stuff to scar. I don't want to trigger him. So i wanna write it here!

We got new memories recently and we had the memories i guess but not the feelings and we realized our mom has DID to. Her system let us be hurt and i dont like that it makes me mad. Shes our mom and her entire system let us be hurt by doctors and our dad and she never took care of us. Her prosecutor is mean i dont like them it really liked triggering our dad and making him have outbursts and liked it when he would throw things. I dont like that.

Frost is here too frost says hi shes a little to. She says she liked my mom and liked her protector i liked her protector to. Her protector is very nice but stopped coming out or stopped caring about us. I dont think our mom knows she has DID which is ok i guess. When scar told her she said that was just your inner voices and everyone has a bunch of inner voices. Normal people dont have littles they have child parts but they're still them they aren’t separate. I dont think my mom knows that. She doesn’t want to know though shes said that before she doesn’t want to help us and thats okay because we dont need her support anyways. We have scar and we have henry and they’re our real parents we dont need adults except for T who i like a lot.

We met other systems in our group therapy and i wanna meet other littles i wanna talk to another little from another system besides my moms. Her little isn't very fun it doesn’t care about rules or money and it will spend money on stuff and you cant do that cause you could not afford food next week you have to be careful with money you cant buy toys all the time. I wanna meet someone nice and we can play together and be healthy i dont like unhealthy relationships.

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Re: For littles to talk about difficult topics (Trigger Warning)

Postby TheGangsAllHere » Wed Nov 27, 2019 6:59 am

Hi isabel, frost, awall and clemintine. I think our mom has that also, and her mother, too. I'm sorry you have all those bad memories.

I'm being allowed to write right now because it was a hard day for me, and yesterday was hard also, and tomorrow morning we're going to the airport alone and flying somewhere. I mean, it isn't just me, the others are trying to make sure I don't have to do things that scare me, and I don't have to be in charge of things like driving and stuff like I used to be. They're trying to take care of me, but I still know what we're doing--I can't just stay inside and relax because bad stuff could happen when I'm not looking.

Last night we had to do something hard in front of other people, and today there were lots of things that went wrong and I felt really upset. They're telling me those were little things that don't really matter, but I don't like to do anything wrong.

No one else is home with us tonight. Only the cats, because the dog is somewhere else too. I used to always be scared if I was alone at night, but there's nothing scary here, and we will have all the stuffies with us in bed. So I guess it will be ok. It's just hard not to think of all the things that could go wrong tomorrow.

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Re: For littles to talk about difficult topics (Trigger Warning)

Postby Sarandipity » Wed Nov 27, 2019 8:34 pm

There is a difficult topic regarding a little. I'm not the little but it's regarding the little and I wondered maybe if anyone could help?

I couldn't remember details but some are coming through as I type. My problem is I know that another little was out the other day but I can't remember her name or anything of what she was doing. What's the best way to make contact with her?

The added info I have because of taking notice of the problem here is that she was a fragment part stuck in a trauma memory. No-one took her from the twins. She helped her have a name and realise she wasn't there just to live in that trauma memory... She was a dog, with spots, spots like hives came onto the body when she was present which was disturbing to her... I still can't get her name.
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Re: For littles to talk about difficult topics (Trigger Warning)

Postby MeMyselfMaureen » Wed Dec 18, 2019 5:56 pm

I told gracelady not to go ridin the bike I TOLD her that the copper rivit was tempry an not strong enouf for her big fat bottom I TOLD her the nuts and bolts an stuff needed titnin an I was waitin for a proper rivit. What she do? she rode it to the shops an it broke. the back wheels came off an the chain snappin an the brake cable s all streasched. We only had the bike one day an now it in the bike shop :-(

We did a HArD FING TODAY WE GOT TO GO TO THE JOBCENTRE AN GRACELADY WAS SCARED BY THE BIG FAT MAN AT THE KEYBORD SO i COME out - an I dont no why the computur just did big leter I didnt tell it to - so I come out an I ask why the snowflake on the jumper got big red bobles on it cos snowflakes dont have red bits an he got cross at me an I cried so now we got to go back but the jobcenmtre peole say we only gona get ladies what for invterviewin us from now on.
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Re: For littles to talk about difficult topics (Trigger Warning)

Postby MakersDozn » Wed Dec 18, 2019 5:59 pm

Hi Peter. You and your other people are very brave. We are sorry that the job center was scary. But we are glad they won't make you talk to scary people next time.

And we are sorry you had to get your bike fixed but we hope it will be good after that.

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Re: For littles to talk about difficult topics (Trigger Warning)

Postby IainEtc » Fri Dec 20, 2019 11:36 am

Hi,

I'm sorry your new bike broke. Did you get a new rivet? Rivets are important and if they fall out then it breaks. Maybe the bike shop will fix it. That will be neat. Sometimes Host breaks things and Colin tells him to stop doing something stupid so he can fix it. Colin gets mad when Host is dumb with stuff he fixed.

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Re: For littles to talk about difficult topics (Trigger Warning)

Postby MeMyselfMaureen » Fri Dec 20, 2019 4:38 pm

Hi Evan hi MD Kids

Yeh the bike guy fixed it I just anoyed cos insted of just payin for a rivit we had to pay for a whole service an new chain. But it all fixed now an we bin ridin on it I bin ridin the outside girl up to school an we done the shopin on it cos there a basket between me an the outside girl. It realy cool it og 4 wheals one at the front what I stear with an two in the midle for holdin the basket an one at the back what is the drive wheel an me an the outside girl both got pedels.

Grace lady dont trust me to do diy stuff cos "you're only 7" but I bin 7 a long time an I was the one wat helped our dad do all the diy stuf grace lady wasn't even alive then it was just me an elspeth in our body not even Mo. Gracelady is USELESS at diy stuff but she fink cos she older she can just but in.

She should trust me more.

Did Dog girl come back??? I hope her spots not ichy no more
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Re: For littles to talk about difficult topics (Trigger Warning)

Postby TheGangsAllHere » Sun Dec 22, 2019 3:50 am

Hi Peter. I'm glad you got your bike fixed.

I'm very sad because we had to leave the place where I could snorkel and now we have to go home to that stupid house where nothing is for me except a dumb puzzle book and my book to listen to. And the husband called me "a strange mood," and then tried to say it wasn't bad to call someone strange.

I'm glad that I got to snorkel and it was nice of him to do this trip, but it makes me very sad that he doesn't know when it's me, and that he only likes it when Sasha is around. Maybe we should try something with colored bracelets or something like that so he can know who is around because he really doesn't understand about it at all. Maybe I will try to buy something like that right now because we have internet on the airplane and we'll flying for about 9 more hours.

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Re: For littles to talk about difficult topics (Trigger Warning)

Postby IainEtc » Sun Dec 22, 2019 10:40 am

Hi Bobby,

I'm sorry you're sad. It must be a really really nice place that you snorkel at. I don't like it that the husband guy made you upset. He's an adult so he should figure it out.

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