by TheGangsAllHere » Wed Nov 27, 2019 6:59 am
Hi isabel, frost, awall and clemintine. I think our mom has that also, and her mother, too. I'm sorry you have all those bad memories.
I'm being allowed to write right now because it was a hard day for me, and yesterday was hard also, and tomorrow morning we're going to the airport alone and flying somewhere. I mean, it isn't just me, the others are trying to make sure I don't have to do things that scare me, and I don't have to be in charge of things like driving and stuff like I used to be. They're trying to take care of me, but I still know what we're doing--I can't just stay inside and relax because bad stuff could happen when I'm not looking.
Last night we had to do something hard in front of other people, and today there were lots of things that went wrong and I felt really upset. They're telling me those were little things that don't really matter, but I don't like to do anything wrong.
No one else is home with us tonight. Only the cats, because the dog is somewhere else too. I used to always be scared if I was alone at night, but there's nothing scary here, and we will have all the stuffies with us in bed. So I guess it will be ok. It's just hard not to think of all the things that could go wrong tomorrow.
Nadia