I wanted to thank all of you who responded and let you know that I've read through this whole thread many times today trying to figure out where to go with it. Some things have been enlightening and some are just baffling, but I spent about an hour, just now, posting a response, and when I submitted it, it apparently disappeared. I don't have what it takes to rewrite all of that right now. Maybe tomorrow. My T did call me today and set me up another appointment at 2pm tomorrow. I really wish it hadn't disappeared, because I was going to let her read that to help her understand my thinking, but
I guess I'll deal with that tomorrow, too.
Thank you for your advice and encouragement.
KK