Inner world changed it's place

I have always felt, that the inner world is outside of my body, on the right side in front of me. When talking with T about it, I "speak with my hands" and always point out there, in front of me right side. I've just had a feeling that there it is, until two days ago it suddenly changed.

On my latest appointment, instead of showing where I always have shown, I showed the inner world and parts being next to me, on my left side. I didn't even notice it for a good while, until suddenly I saw it and said it out loud, that I don't know why am I pointing there, when I have always before pointed right side in front. T said she noticed the change.

It was after Fourteen came co-conscious with me on our way to T, and tell that he can't do therapy, and wants to stay inside like before. It changed something, or something else changed something. And for them who haven't read my Observations thread, we ended up making big change in therapy starting from now because of it.

Has anyone felt something similar? Or what you think it could be about? You don't have to know, I'm just wondering what comes to your mind. SOMETHING changed, but I'm not sure what it was. It feels important and big.

I talk with my hands and also apparently as if I'm talking to someone else some times. My hands tend to go over to the right. If someone highlights it it moves center.

I've never thought it indicating I'm accessing an inner world before but I've always had a sense of another world running parallel and to the right which I took as odd but now you put it as you have could be where the inner world is so when someone highlights I'm hand talking to the right it comes central.

-- Wed Feb 20, 2019 10:29 pm --

I think, I may be wrong so Google to check, the right brain is conscious the left is sub conscious.

-- Wed Feb 20, 2019 10:32 pm --

I Googled it. Apparently I have it round the wrong way.