I didn't know for sure what the twins looked like or their genders for definite. I knew one was male and suspected the other is female. The male one would show himself a little occasionally or one twin would show themselves but not both.
Anyway I had a half awake half asleep dream yesterday and the other twin is definitely a woman, a black woman. The male who would show a little of himself is a white guy.
After the dream of the female twin things from my childhood made sense. I used to wish I was black, sit there wondering why I was white. Then I'd try to make myself feel better by saying it's ok to be white because it's harder in life to be black but I still wanted to be black right into my teens. It stopped in my teens and I think that'd when the female twin hid or went to sleep.
The male twin is Batcho my childhood imaginary friend I realised.
I know they posted their names here before as Mike and Angie, they're actually TV people and not their names, they thought it was funny. I didn't, this is confusing enough without them doing things like that.
Anyway the male is black haired and pale skin called Batcho (which means Trouble). The female is black afro hair with medium to light brown skin and her name is Fortune.
I dunno how they're twins but they are even though they look different races.
They also told me Peter is Chinese and his proper name isn't Peter. I dunno whether to believe them or not but I do believe the female twin showed herself in my half asleep dreaming and that her name is Fortune.
They twins told me an elaborate story about Trouble and Fortune which is how I know they're telling the truth. I can feel it. When they wrote "Mike and Angie" on a thread I felt "what liars" I dunno why they lied, apparently for fun but it's not funny.
I'm glad I saw her. I feel some sense of understanding as to why I wanted to be different race when younger. For years I thought it was because my family hid that they were Gypsys and that had caused me to feel not right in my skin, it's probably partially that, but it also makes sense that Fortune is black.
Anyone else have alters that are different race?