Feeling anxious

My move is quickly approaching and I must admit I am feeling nervous and anxious about leaving my T. I don't want to go through the process of finding a new one when I move. I don't want to go through the process of having to tell a new T about the DID and worry that he or she won't believe us. I was seeing this T before the DID was known to me, and I was seeing her after I knew about the DID but she didn't know yet. And then we told her about the DID and it was a stressful decision that caused some chaos for a bit.

She's been a support person to me for over 2 years now. I feel like I'm going to cry... but I can't because we are at work. I don't know if I want advice, or assurance, or just to vent... I dunno. But I'm suddenly feeling very overwhelmed and not okay.

The move itself is great, it's the losing the T that has me feeling sick.

Thanks for reading.

K

I remember your husband and collage were in different cities but I can't remember how far apart they are would it be possible to keep her as your T and travelling to see her and then maybe just getting a new one for your family appointments?

NyxX wrote:I remember your husband and collage were in different cities but I can't remember how far apart they are would it be possible to keep her as your T and travelling to see her and then maybe just getting a new one for your family appointments?

It's a 6.5 hour drive. And once I find a "real" job I won't have time to do the traveling. And as far as the family appointments go, the kids feel like they don't need a T anymore, and based on their progress the T agrees.

I don't even know how long it will take to get the medical benefits in the new state and paying out of pocket won't be an option.

K

Aweee that does sound scary. Try and take it one little step at a time and I am sure everything will be alright


Summer

Could the T offer phone appointment or agree to answering emails to help you with the transition because it does sound hard to have to leave someone you have an attachment to.

KawaiiKitty wrote:Aweee that does sound scary. Try and take it one little step at a time and I am sure everything will be alright


Summer

Thank you, Summer. I think I've pinpointed the anxiety, it's coming from a particular alter. She'll talk to the T tomorrow.

K

-- Tue Dec 11, 2018 7:14 pm --

NyxX wrote:Could the T offer phone appointment or agree to answering emails to help you with the transition because it does sound hard to have to leave someone you have an attachment to.

Thanks for the idea, NyxX. Britney is going to talk to her tomorrow about emailing. I've figured out it's Britney the part where the emotion is originating from and she's "bleeding out" her emotions.

K