SO Hostility

ItsJustUs wrote:For real!!! That's how K felt about me. That's why I hated her so much for so long. So much that even when she said she was sorry it took me a long time to even BEGIN to try to forgive her and want to work with her as a team. I freaking hated her so much I can't even tell you so much!

So yeah, I totally get it! She, of all people should have loved me, because I was IN HERE with her.

Britney

So it's like fortunate for us that we don't have internally hostile ppl, except one I call "a shadow" cuz it is like mean and sabotaging and like can be anyone, or when anyone is out... kinda hard to explain but that one is not like one of us like Zor and I and the others... it's just scary and there... But even that one I don't think hates us or any one of us... just like hurts us or breaks stuff, or ruins things, to like sabotage and hinder us in ways- sometimes over trivial things, too....

The only "hate" we have experienced so far is external- some ignorant ppl not wanting to like accept we exist and didn't like TRY to hurt them cuz Zor never told them (cuz HE didn't know either)... and Zor's wife being super hostile and still super mad about us... I hope she will come around, the other ppl... well, IDK they ever will and really I couldn't care less. If they wanna get their head out of their butt and be friends again, cool... if they wanna be hateful and hold on to like hurt and be jerks, that's on them.

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