Feeling irritated

I'm really peed off. Well part of me is. Other parts don't care or are pleased.

In a relationship. Parts love him or like him. I wanted someone else too. But i won't lie or cheat. The first was ok about someone else. The second guy was not, he finished seeing me because I won't solely be with him.

As much as parts of me don't care or are relieved the part of me that does care is hurt and angry.

I want to avoid this spilling into my life. This means this part has to find someone else. That takes time and effort.

Anyway I really just wanted to express my hurt and annoyance somewhere.

Hope you have all been well here.