Very interesting indeed! This does not feel to me like you're taking over this post, I like this discussion:)
I knew it's harder to recognize in girls because of how girls are raised (focussing more on social skills/soft side), but the actual different persona's is new to me.
But it does make sense for a magical thinker to name those persona's. And to distance yourself from them, without them actually being dissociative identity states.
However, not having memories of your childhood, and having those traumatic experiences alone because of the unrecognized autism and, as you now mention, epilepsy; medical trauma's during childhood (and perhaps not the right/enough care) can also cause dissociative disorders.
To me it sounds dissociative, explained/named/shaped wíth your autism?
Do you experience ptsd symptoms? Flashbacks, nightmares, etc?
And thank you for your kind advice. I already came out in public, and I don't regret it. My 'scene' mostly 'contains' artists, who all are weirdo's anyway:) I kind of had to; because of a big switch when my crisis began, I thought I was transgendered (Er, J and B identify as male) and even changed my name on social media and when publishing art. So it was a big mess. When switching again I started dressing feminin again and stuff, so after a big and long thinking things through, decided to just set things straight and be myself. Yes, not everybody is openminded about these things, also people I didn't expect it from, but it truly feels great not hide it anymore and to be with people who accept/understand it. It makes me cry of relief just writing that down:) Feeling safe with others and accepted is AWESOME. I think I'm also lucky with my country, where there's not much hate crime (a lot of politically left thinkers). And just like you don't/didn't discuss your autism with your university friend all the time, I don't discuss this with my peeps all the time. It's just great to not have to hide it.
I wish that for everybody here.
-- Tue Jul 31, 2018 11:29 am --
NyxX wrote:KitMcDaydream wrote:"She becomes someone else, someone who would be accepted and not recognized as different. She learns how to act in specific situations, a strategy so successful that people may not be aware that the social abilities were a performance, achieved by intellect and imitation rather than intuition and inspiration. Girls who have ASD can be like chameleons, changing personas according to the situation, and no one knowing the genuine person. They may believe that the real person must remain secret because they fear that person is defective and must never be revealed"
I've read about people with ASD having the ability to be social chameleons before. I remember it is more common in people with higher IQ's and in females. My interpretation at the time was that the person's they assumed were more akin to a actor playing a role then having other personalities because it went on a lot about mimicking expected behaviour and not about the behaviour coming naturally from somewhere within. But I read about it before I learnt about DID so that may have affected my interpretation.
Yes. The difference between a 'you' faking another 'you', or a 'you' having several 'you's'.