attempted dream integration?

I honestly haven't had to deal with this in a very long times. 3 years since I have had an episode. I just turned 49, and on my birthday, in a dream, I think one of my 2 alters that are left tried to integrate. just wondering if this is possible in a dream, or and I just wishful thinking it? looking to connect with others who have mostly integrated and have dealt with this long term. it's going on 30 years for me now.

Maybe you are ready now after all these years - to have all of yourself together - present - all sharing life at the same time - as you - not you in parts - but you as a whole.

I used to feel like a number of people had lived part of a life in my body - it all feels like me now.

Sounds like you have made a lot of progress - learned a lot about yourself over the years and welcomed your parts home.

Well done. I would be interested in learning about your journey.

Integration was never worked on - it was just a natural by-product of making peace with my history and who I am.

The hard part was working through the issues that brought me to therapy - but as I dealt with those painful things, a sense of wholeness naturally evolved and the feelings of a fractured self disappeared.

I started off with 4 that I know of. Only because others told me what was going on during my lost times. my sexual one integrated when I had my first son. it freed me in that way. My little is the one I think is trying to integrate in my dreams. she/me keeps trying to open a door, but my sperm donor that raised me is blocking her at every turn. he doesn't see her, she sees him, and I can feel the fear.

****TRIGGER WARNING****
When I was 3, he beat me so badly with a belt buckle that he put out my left eye and ear. i am blind and deaf on that side of my head. I have NO recollection of the event, just random images of being in the hospital tied down to the bed. The ONLY reason I know about it, is because he bragged about it when I was growing up. I later verified this 12 years ago when I talked to a step uncle I hadn't seen since I was 17. He told me that my sperm donor brought me to the house right after, and he and his brother, my other step uncle almost beat him to death for what he did.
****END TRIGGER WARNING****

if she can integrate I hope I can handle the memories, since he has been gone for many years now and I dealt with his ashes. After she integrates I only have one other one. a very angry one who has caused me problems in the past. I have no clue what it holds, and i almost don't want to find out.