Suddenly experiencing slight amnesia

OK im doing so much better than I have been for the past 6 months...but now im dealing with amnesia and im scared because ive always been co con and I'm afraid of losing my awareness.


Or have I always been like this and im just gaining awareness ?



Idk but I feel like that always being aware part is either alipping away or im seeing how faulty my memory has been. Between this and the headaches..im experiencing new symptoms and im nervous. I can hear me thats disconnected in another part of my system freaking out about it.



****** ok hpost here(i think)


Everyone is deaking with a nadty bout of invalidation and it induces depersonalization pretty badly. More than usual.

Weve been covering some SERIOUS traumatic issues and topics. Its taking a bit of the tole on the body and mind. But we are fighters. Wish us luck!