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by lalalark2 » Sat Jul 14, 2007 7:44 pm
Overly Sensitive
Crazy
Scared
Alone
Worn out
annoyed
and my tummy hurts.
*SIGH* I am not feeling too good.
I am sure it will pass.
But I don't know what to do until it does.
I can't sleep, or clean, or write, or read, or do art, or anything and I dont want to spend money, adn I dont want to really work, and I dont want to be so crazy!!!
Jeez!!
I am crazy!
~Lark~
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by John21 » Sat Jul 14, 2007 9:22 pm
i think today your the one who needs a hug. *gives lark a big ole e-hug* we're all here for you
upset tummy? or hungry? whichever i hope something remedies it for ya.
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by lalalark2 » Sun Jul 15, 2007 5:14 am
its upset and anxious and cramping up...
I think I am going to take a sleeping pill to go to sleep tonight.
I took the girls to the library but Jane and Grace got caught up in their books and the littles didn't pick out a book.
Jane got to draw a little today.
I think I will journal a little before I go to bed and see what comes of it.
Thanks for the hug.
We needed it.
Will check in again tomorrow...
~Amber
~Lark~
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by John21 » Sun Jul 15, 2007 5:18 am
keep on drawing jane

beautiful things come of it. art is the most underappreciated....art there is out of all the arts ;p
*drunk as $#%^*
please do check in tomorrow guys, wanna make sure you are all allright
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by Harri » Sun Jul 15, 2007 10:18 am
YOUA RE NOT CRAZY! Everyone else is just too .. well... different from us!
*hugs* Hope a virtual hug will doooo! The limbo of not-feeling-good that feels eternal WILL pass! Along with the horrible anxious-y stomach turning feeling that accompanies it!
Books are awesome, I'm so glad you guys like to read, hardly any of my friends do which is such a shame. We will ensure it never becomes a lost practice!
~DeliaH
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by lalalark2 » Mon Jul 16, 2007 1:16 am
We love to read!
And it is sad because so many people do NOT like to read!
What makes it more sad, I work at different schools and sometimes when I get a break I read. One of the coaches who is temporarily partnered with me, has not only made fun of me to my face because I like to read (which wouldn't bother me just knowing he is ignorant) but he made fun of me in front of my class, and the kids, have lost respect for me because this Coach thought it was cool to say that it is cool not to read.
It makes me so ANGRY!
Reading is amazing and so many wonderful things come from books and reading.
Its just sad that even another "teacher" would put a wall like that up in front of children.
I am still pretty bitter and angry about it.
Anyways, what are you reading right now, and what do you like to read?
~Lark~
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by BENNY » Mon Jul 16, 2007 2:11 am
HI LARK,
HOPE YOU ARE FEELING BETTER.
RIGHT NOW, I'VE BEEN ENJOYING READING YOUR POSTS.
I ALSO LOVE ANYTHING ABOUT ART, NATURE, AND THE SUPERNATURAL. THE LITTLE ONES LIKE TO LOOK AT THE PICTURES.
THAT COACH/TEACHER SOUNDS LIKE A JERK. I'M SURE MOST OF THE KIDS THOUGHT SO TOO. THEY WERE PROBRABLY JUST TOO AFRAID TO SAY ANYTHING, BECAUSE THEY MIGHT GET EMBARASSED. MOST KIDS WANT A "GOOD" TEACHER. SOMEONE THEY CAN LOOK UP TO, AND LEARN FROM. NOT SOMEONE AS IMMATURE AS THEY ARE. THEY PROBRABLY KNOW IT WOULD BE EASY TO GET AWAY WITH STUFF. THAT'S NOT RESPECT. THEY MIGHT NOT TELL YOU, BUT I BET THEY RESPECT YOU EVEN MORE. YOU HAVE THEIR BEST INTEREST IN MIND. I WOULD KEEP AN EYE ON A COACH/TEACHER THAT ACTS THAT IMMATURE AROUND STUDENTS. HOW MUCH WORSE COULD HE BE WHEN YOU'RE NOT THERE? I KNOW I WORRY TOO MUCH
BENNY
A WISE MAN ASKS MANY QUESTIONS.
AN OPEN MIND HOLDS MORE KNOWLEDGE. SEEK THE TRUTH, TO FIND YOURSELF.
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by lalalark2 » Mon Jul 16, 2007 5:07 am
Well thankfully so far I have been on time and have not missed a day, even though he is late EVERY DAY!
I think we are going to draw some more.
~Lark~
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by Harri » Mon Jul 16, 2007 8:51 pm
Arghh what an awful coach!
He should be shot in the kneecaps so he can't run away and then forced to read ALL the books in the local library!
I like sci-fi, personally. Most of us are big on the fantasy thing too. And thrillers, crime, you name it... (Oliver likes Jane Austen novels! haha)
At the moment I'm reading The Wild by David Zindell. It's hard SF with physics, mathematics, and lots of super-intelligent philosophical ideas! Absolutely captivating!
~Deelee
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by John21 » Mon Jul 16, 2007 10:27 pm
how dare you harri =o! i was going to suggest locking him in a library with broken knees. tsk tsk tsk you bates and i seem to have a similar thought process ;p
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