Life just changed...

OK so iwas smoking weed (i know) and for the first time,what goes onninside my head was outside.

For over 10 hours I was terrified because my little came out and I had to jump in and keep her from taking over completely.


So dangerous. So dangerous..

TW
Well i kept on rapid cycling for over 10 hours . vouldnt sleep until 3. Because everyone was comingnin and out
It wqs scary. I got. TW suicidal and lost myself so im lower down than I should be . my host and everything is there but in nearly lost them.



This has kinda happen before but not quite like this .


I can feel my mind vlosing up and I dont want that. I trying to keep as many memories as I can keep I dont want this new system to have to desl with the trauma of forgetting your self and lifes details.