TRIGGER WARNING ** ALTER SEXUAL ABUSE

I've recently had an alter who I'll call D for short. And he's been actively physically sexually abusing us.
I'm not even sure what to think or do as it's literally physically happening to the body. We are starting to think we're monster as it's.. horrible. Our T isn't DID knowledge and we are desperate to stop this or at least gain any insight at all. We're all scared to even post this.

My alter sexy abuses me as well. T says it's what I may want. Even though I don't. I just try to cope with it cause trying to stop him is relentless.

We can't seem to stop D either. As you used the perfect word relentless. We are sorry your T has responded to you that way. Our T isn't DID but she has really good potential to be a knowledge DID T.
Thank you for replying.

panther99 wrote:My alter sexy abuses me as well. T says it's what I may want. Even though I don't. I just try to cope with it cause trying to stop him is relentless.

I can't believe she would say that if we talking about harmful behaviour? I'm glad this topic has been brought up because, yes, I have an alter that copes with what happened by compulsive masterbation where she reenacts part of the sbuse. I would say it is harmful because it makes us feel degraded and even causes physical harm to the body. It is different to normal touching of yourself and getting sexual pleasure - for her there has to be an element of pain or sadism.