Huge Crisis

Ill keep this short, last night and up until an hour or so I was hospitalized due to being too drunk

Now I'm super sad, barley recall who I am and just feel very low. For what it's worth I saw a bunch of guys I havent seen in a long time and at 1 point I got completely blacked out, next thing I know a few paramedics are taking me the hospital and while I dont recall much they just let me go so apperantly I'm ok but little f
Do They know I have DID and im never OK

I'm so sad.