Was inside and co con now I'm outsode and its hell

Theyre still moving around inside of my head. Saving others...now that I'm on the inside,I cant really see them the same way so I feel limited.


I just sit here and feel them flying around non stop. Its terrible.


For more ths ive been slowly climbing way way back up and I guess they'll calm down once I create some normalcy.


I'm tired of feeling like a shell or running around in my mind trying to save my host from being attacked.


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