Offically cant keep track of dates/time/etc outside of work

This is wierd because my work requires me to be very precise a lot of calculation and looking at dates and what not and I am really good at it. But it seems that this part og me that works is extremely burnt out and it also seems he is the only 1 in this system who not only excels at numhers/dates/time etc but is actually 1 of the only 1s who can keep track at all

So when I am not working I actually have no sense of time or awarness (ive always being lacking but lately it is extreme). I cannot recall if i did something today or yestercay or 2 weeks ago (my memroy is blurry in general but this is a new extreme).

Man idk what's good. Doesnt help I havent drank in a while (I actually don't know becsuse I have no sensr of time things feel wierd but I know I had a drink some time this month)

Also cut back on pot and it's effecting me diffrently (oh rigjt orginally I wanted to write a post about this before a part of me took over and started tripping over time)

Wow this is not good but really good I am dissacosiating really hard as I am typing this post and if it isn't obvious multiple parts of me have written at will but while I am aware of this I also think not all parts are and if I were able to stay in control fully for a minute and read what we just wrote I probably trip because I think I know but I am sure a part of me took over somewhere and I did not register (but we were talking about time/dates/work/burntout/pot/booze)

Anyway I'm sorry if you read this fully and got lost I'm genuinly losing my sense of pretty much everything not just time. With that said y'all stay strong and I am pressing sumbit post

Our memory has been Swiss cheese for some time now and we wish we knew why. It is possible one (or more) of our new alters are at least, in part, amnesiac.