wtf is going on

i looked at my youtube history and ive seen videos that i havent even watched
kpop BTS,horror,depression videos, and how to dance

well i dont watch k pop BTS
i dont like horror
im not deppressed (i dont think)
and i dont like dancing i usually just use instsruments

there are times when i want to do something but then realise that ive already done it
and times when i cant control my body completely
and i sometimes hear someone singing/talking in my head and think that its my imaginary friend
is it normal? help

i posted this but then i looked at it and was like"how did this get here"

Hey friend, this bascially sums up my entire life I have no idea wtf is going (hence my user name)

So many times I find I did or did not do things I thought I did not or did do

hi uhh just found a new alter his name is....i dont know
but he seems really nice