It’s OK To Not Be Ok **Trigger Warning*Suicidal Alter**

Thanks everyone for the responses! It means a lot to us. Hehe. .

So I spoke to our pdoc. (When it was Saul's job, but apparently he can't speak verbally?? Anyways, )

It went surprisenly well. He was somewhat different then what I expected.

I told him about Red Text, and that she's succidal. Told him her plan so far, (She already picked a date in a few months and a method) He and I both agree that we do not want her to do that. Dx.

I told him about the clinics rejecting us. And he said he'll talk to them. (Which is cool. Lol. He actually walked us over there and spoke to them about it. Dx. He's an alright doctor. I guess we just misunderstood him or somthing. Lol )

So they accepted us. They took our information (Thanks to the list of issues, I was able to tell them some of our probs ) , told us they'll match us with a therapist, and they'll call us back early next week to set an appointment.

I'm excited. Hehe. Things are turning out great for us!

(On a side note, I did mentioned that there are 15 of us but didn't name everyone. Dx . Just Saul( because of his opinion on one of the meds), Red Text,(obvious reasons. Lol.), Chet(by accident cause he wanted to know who was there last time..) and me, Sonnet. Hehe. . He didn't exactly shut it down like mostly everyone else in the system mentioned.. But he didn't exactly diagnose it either. It doesn't matter anyway, I'm just happy he listened to us and he and everyone else didn't call us psychotic. Lol. )

Thankie so much for the support guys. . I know with the help of others, Red Text can feel better and stop her succide plan. Things will be great! I know it! Well, hopefully anyway. Dx. (I'm excited. Lol. Bella says she wants to meet our new therapist. So if we can plan it, she'll handle that. But I don't know cause we can't control switching. Anyways, My school semester is ending soon. Everything is going well. Things are looking​ brighter! )

Hi NegativeZero

Great to hear it went well with your PDoc and that he helped you out a lot.

The date that Red Text has set... you may find if you look a little deeper that there's some significance to the specified date. That might help in your intervention.

Doing well... Brett

I forgot to update this. Jack has been very busy with coding something.

Sonnet said to say that date has something to do with our former PT. I don't know what is happening exactly with that. But Diana is finding a way to convince her to do it next year instead so that we can have more time. It's a little sad to talk about, so I'm gonna talk about something else.

I meet our new t! He's nice! He ask me my favorite color and I said purple. And then he gave me a purple notebook! He says he gives it to all his clients and we should write our thoughts in it. I'm very happy he is very nice. .

I was a little scared because we were matched with a guy. And our system is scared of them. I acted a little older cause I was so nervous. But things got a lot easier after I told him about us. He was very nice and didn't say we were crazy or anything bad!

I'm happy we have a very nice t! Some alters don't like him yet but that's because they didn't meet him yet. I'm excited for the next time we see him.

We're going to use our new notebook as a shared journal book. It's going to be so fun to read about everyone's day and their messages! .

~Bella

Hi red text,
Posting to tell you I care. I hope you feel better!