Nobody seems to understand me

I am strugglimg so much inside to keep away from smoking..controlling it with my maximum energy.I need money to buy nicorette gums and i am sure that i can control smokinh with nicorette gums.but they are costly and are more costlier than buying cigarettes for a month which make my mother angry.she is saying like i am wastimg too mich money in gums and that i need to stop buying gums and goimg to therapy.she dont evem accept that i have a disorder.i have problems amd i know i need help to copee with that and that there is no immediate cure to my problem all i can do is to sit,wait and recieve support....
But while i am struggling with my treatment,studies,addiction problems,breakups and all nobody seems to understand.my mother is insisting i want to live in reality...i dont know how i can react to such orders......
I am dependent on my mother for all money for treatment and this makes me a feeling that i am a burden...
sometimes i feel like i want to get out of hoise and get some small jobs but i am studying and i have a future ahead.....

Sad to hear about your plight. Don't feel that nobody understands you. Our sympathies are with you. Disregard your mother's slights and continue treatment for your addiction and concentrate on your studies without feeling that you are a burden, because once you start earning, you can return your mother's money.