I'm pretty sure my mind's gone... Yep, seems like it.

Firstly, I apologize for my rudeness in putting this in the DID forum, I had to choose a category that vaguely related to my post.

Secondly, This is going to sound weird for anyone who is reading this (whom ever that may be).

I'm a 17 year old student from the UK. I understand the stigma between teens and mental illness, but I assure you, I'm not trying to be an edgeman, edgeduke, edgeking nor edgelord. I don't promote or treasure mental illness.

There is no simple way of explaining this so please bare with me here.

I'm fairly sure that I have a mental illness not yet in the DSM as bold a statement as it is I'm sticking with it.
You will consider MPD (Multiple Personality Disorder), however what separates me from that group of people would be that the mind has control over controlling the body and at what time, thought I do have huge gaps where I don't remember my life, childhood and13-15 yrs.

I feel and believe that my mind and body have grown separate, my mind has developed its own consciousness and my body has developed its own. They talk to each other most of the time. They seemingly have their own two personalities.

The body is usually extremely flamboyant, spontaneous, carefree, reckless and boisterous, yet he has an awesome social sense, gut feeling and his senses are amazingly in tune to the point where he can feel things that are a few feet away from him without physically touching them. He can also control his adrenaline glands to get a kick of adrenaline at will (proven by heart rate monitors, heart rate forced to 137bpm from 70bpm)
Alternatively, he is rather.. Demonic. He has spasms of adrenaline, anger. If settled in his demonic state, he talks in what can only be explained as the voice of Gollum. Very rarely this comes in social situations, though it has at times.

The mind is the opposite of the body, careful, emotionless, thoughtful, professional and very, very, I repeat VERY philosophical, and spends a lot of time in deep thought, he is able to analyze anything is awesome detail. He is charming and charismatic much like the body, although it's more smooth charm as opposed to cute charm. Oh and he's a manipulator, he enjoys getting what he wants and isn't held back by empathy or emotions, he has developed to the extent that he is able to control consciousness to the stent that he can control what happens and when in the mind, he can also hear his subconsciousness.

The interesting part is that I believe that this separation has caused them to develop individually to a greater extent than the average human. The mind has developed on its own, so it can control empathy, emotions, observe the subconscious mind and retain information by just letting it fester in the subconscious mind.

The body has abnormally great strength, speed, reflexes, coordination, flow and survival instinct, all awesome characteristics that are amazing and feel great with mobility and survival.

Thoughts?

Also, I believe my mind is trying to separate itself from this reality, it is trying to create its own, and I'm sure that soon it will just live in the reality that it has created for itself, I'm going to slip away to this reality, either my physical body will die in the process and I'll just live in my mind, or my mind will alter the reality we live in to suit what the created reality will be like. So if someone is talking to be in the created reality, I'll hear their voice in the real world, and if my mind creates a land in my mind, my mind at will can place my entire consciousness into the created reality ultimately creating a world where me and my "others" can live together free from this world. I don't know how I would look in the real world or if I would even exist in it.

I think you fit in here just fine.