Going Down the Rabbit-Hole

by **BeccaBee** » Wed Sep 04, 2019 11:43 pm

thank you. I know it's hard to know what to say.

today my brother told me that he would answer the call. we are planning for him to move in with us sometime in the next 12-18 months. he will come for a visit first to get a feel for the house.

a little nervous about being a household of three. but we can make it work. for sure. really relieved that I will have a stable, secure, steady, safe adult in the home while i grow down and my daughter grows up.

i really am the mother of dragons and breaker of chains

the strain has broken me. but if I've saved my daughter; it's worth it.

Operation Autumn Equinox continues....

Hi little Bees! Can you hear me?

Umm.. I just wanted to ask cause you haven't said anything really long time, about the Bee thing. BZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ! Have you said BZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ? Because I was wondering if you have. Cause you said you're gonna, do you remember? I don't say BZZZZ because I'm not a Bee.

Little Leon

by **birdsong87** » Mon Sep 09, 2019 5:06 pm

just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you and reading about all the big changes.
it is tough, but you do it anyway and there is little we could add, but we are here and we hope you feel supported when you need it the most.

by **BeccaBee** » Tue Sep 10, 2019 12:14 am

SHITBALLS AND FIRECRACKERS MIS AMIGOS!!!!

there may be hope on the horizon for my fatigue and weird ass motor symptoms. I popped an abnormal lab!!!! after a million ######6 normal test results I popped an abnormal lab. this is when my spidey sense knew that I was having a fatigue day and scheduled an appt with my PCP. and she saw the motor symptoms first hand. (also the day she got firm with me about not driving.) she ran some labs but didn't explain what she was testing for.

I could pull my lab results today so I started googling as I usually do to find out what ###$ up $#%^ I dont have and lo and behold I actually had a positive lab result for MuSK antibodies- used to dx myasthenia gravis.

I see the doc on wednesday. I know she wanted more labs but the nurse hasn't been able to bleed me. I am excited for once to see what I can learn. if it is MG there are treatments and there is hope.

I'm sure I'm in for more testing though before any concrete answers.

thank you for the support.

leon thank you for remember us little bees is hiding on the inside because of scary broken body we dont like.

wanna know what we say when we flies backwards? zzzzzzzzzb! zzzzzzzzzb!

by **TheGangsAllHere** » Tue Sep 10, 2019 12:16 am

That's great news, BeccaBee!

by **Amythyst** » Tue Sep 10, 2019 9:57 am

BeccaBee that sounds really positive!

Good luck for the labs on Wednesday, we're crossing our fingers for you, hoping for the results you want!

V2

p.s. little Bees joke made Melissa laugh.