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Re: Going Down the Rabbit-Hole

Postby Amythyst » Sun Mar 31, 2019 11:56 pm

Wow BeccaBee that's really scary.

I hope you feel better soon too, and I hope you can mention this stuff to a doctor at some point, and maybe find out what's going on?

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Re: Going Down the Rabbit-Hole

Postby BeccaBee » Mon Apr 01, 2019 12:55 am

I have a heating pad on my liver now. it's providing some relief. i think more slime is working it's way out. i don't know how to understand this scientifically but I think it's a sign all those prayers are working.

will definately tell doctor. i have suspected liver dysfunction for roughly 8 years but my labs are always normal. even the ones run at the ER a few days ago. all my liver labs are mid range.
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Re: Going Down the Rabbit-Hole

Postby birdsong87 » Tue Apr 02, 2019 12:56 pm

you still alive?
any doctor left you could see?
you worry me
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Re: Going Down the Rabbit-Hole

Postby BeccaBee » Tue Apr 02, 2019 2:50 pm

log in issues continue.

doc said I have CTE today.

chronic traumatic encephalopathy.

I am absolutely stunned.
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Re: Going Down the Rabbit-Hole

Postby birdsong87 » Tue Apr 02, 2019 3:02 pm

how is that a proper dx?
you didn't tell us about your career in wrestling
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Re: Going Down the Rabbit-Hole

Postby Amythyst » Tue Apr 02, 2019 3:09 pm

Hey BeccaBee,

We're thinking about you.

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Re: Going Down the Rabbit-Hole

Postby MakersDozn » Tue Apr 02, 2019 3:32 pm

BeccaBee wrote:log in issues continue.

doc said I have CTE today.

chronic traumatic encephalopathy.

I am absolutely stunned.


As are we.

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Re: Going Down the Rabbit-Hole

Postby fireheart » Tue Apr 02, 2019 3:48 pm

Thinking of you, too.
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Re: Going Down the Rabbit-Hole

Postby BeccaBee » Tue Apr 02, 2019 4:43 pm

I always put down that I have a history of TBI. but I've never listed it all out before. you know....the bad ones. and he just reviewed it and said with that amount of head injury there was no doubt in his mind I had it.

he didn't say a lot more than that.

when i came home and started reading about it...... looks like I'm seeing the progression to stage 3 symptoms. vertigo, tremors, balance, gait instability, etc.

well I knew my brain would give out eventually. always. doesn't change my plans too much. need to raise the kid. provide for her future. and work on physical conditioning as soon as possible. while I still have reasonably good motor control.

thank you for the support all. difficult diagnosis.

but, just like with DID. there's a million things that don't make sense.... until they do.

I lot of the things I have struggled with over the last ten years. well. it all makes a lot more sense now.
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Re: Going Down the Rabbit-Hole

Postby TheGangsAllHere » Tue Apr 02, 2019 6:00 pm

Sorry--We're thinking of you.
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