for the protectors [venting and advice]

I'm pissed off we have to go to T today. What a f*cking waste! The T lady will probably ask me to talk to her but she can just go F*CK herself! I'm NOT talking. I don't know why we have to do something so incredibly STUPID! We even have to eat lunch with a bunch of strangers staring at us!

NOBODY GIVES A SH*T BUT ME!!!

Bren
So why does this stupid program let me write PISS but not F*CK???

IainEtc wrote:Bren
So why does this stupid program let me write PISS but not F*CK???

There's no logic to it. From experience as a mod on other forums, we know that sometimes each variant of a splat has to be entered by hand into the list of splats. So the list might include "sh*t " but not "sh*ts."

And if you don't feel like talking, that's up to you.

Laura and others

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Nearly f*ing got in a fight with someone else's alter (long story) and then the guy's grandmother was all like 'If he's acting suicidal or tries to attempt suicide again just let him'. Like what the actual f*k you do not give any f*ks about your own f*ing blood?!?!?!?
- SAGGITA

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So, two days ago while we were at school I took over and everything was normal for a while, then class decided to watch a horror movie.Thing is, I like horrors but Dina gets panicky and nauseous and this one (the Orphanage) affected her so much that I felt her anxiety.I am not an emotional one so it was not a problem for me to brush off these unpleasant feelings. I think she would have got over it and started fronting if it wasnt for mother yelling at us for over an hour.( an unsupportive mother who thinks we have no future and that we are thaking drugs cause she notices changes in behaviour when we switch and she thinks Its because Im consuming something,I never tried drugs.Also there is spoiled brother who is mothers favourite child and piece of sh*t towards me/us) When she yells when im fronting I just dont give a fu*k,but when Dina is out she gets really upset.I have been fronting for two days now with Dinas occasional input in my head (reminders to be nice towards her friends) but nothing more than that.Now Im just waiting to get official diagnosis and when I get it I want to bi*ch slap my mother with it so she would give us some peace. -Daeg

Hi, my name is Sheila. Is this like some venting place or something for those of us that have to take care of sh*t? Cos I spend my whole life taking care of other people's cr*p so they don't have to. I'm the only one who can stand up for us and fight. And the only one who can see things as they really are. Everyone else is desperate to attach to someone and spill the beans. Of course this T lady will listen and say kind words when you are giving her money! Anyone would. It will all end badly and I shall pick up the pieces as per usual. My host is already struggling and is cr*p at her job so it looks like I'll be stepping in today. Yay, I'm 17 and get to play house wife for the day. Can't wait

Hi Sheila,

I know, right? Ts just sit there being "kind" and "caring" all day, collecting checks. F*ck 'em. Even if they mean well, it does always end badly, and yup, I'm left to pick up all the pieces.

There's a song from the show Avenue Q called, "It Sucks To Be Me" --sounds about right for my life.

Have a great day! <sarcasm>

NoName

We saw our T yesterday and I came out and told her to F*CK OFF! She just sat there with that stupid I'M SO ZEN look on her face so I threw our backpack across the room. Bounced off the f*cking wall!! That got her attention! Then everybody had a sh*t fit because they thought we'd have to leave. Little babies can't make without their T. TOO F*CKING BAD!!!! She's going to leave us one day anyway. Why can't she just f*ck off now and save us the money???

Bren

Bren,

So what did she finally say after you threw the backpack across the room?

MDs

Haha--go Bren!!!

Yeah--what did she say??

NoName

I'm with you Bren. Done similar things myself. So I come across as the b*tch of course. What did she say that made you so angry like? Like, yesterday they spend the entire session talking about me. I think T wants to talk directly but I doubt they would like what I have to say. Everyone leaves eventually, right?