face changes

***Trigger warning- mentions violence and sexual abuse themes***

I noticed that sometimes when I look at my driver's license, if I imagine I'm being raped or attacked by the photo, that my face will change completely into somebody else, sometimes even where I can't see my face. If anybody else looks at my picture, it will change as well.

Could be a protector coming to surface because of what you're thinking?

Sea

Well I think I have a multiple mind at times, but with no distinct alters, but I can kind of create them when I need to. When I get into this zone, I don't have an identity. Sometimes if I look at my photo and imagine being raped or attacked, the hair style changes and the face changes, my jaw will lengthen, etc. and then finally turn into a black man, no offense to black people. I have a female that will look at my face and sometimes it looks just like an asian person. It wouldn't be a protector as I'm just passively looking at the photo. It's weird because the face will rapidly switch, enlarge, look more menacing, etc. If I look at this one photo, the face turns into a monster. I never switch though, although, I have turned into a machine once, and that's probably my protector when I'm in a cage.

Humm... I have only "seen" something like that when distorting my view when looking at someone in very dim light. So I keep staring, and eventually they face deforms and I see many other forms. Different faces, animal face, things like that.

We say that by doing this we can look at our past lives, that's what the person who taught us said, but who knows.

Sea