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Re: Somebody help me

Postby TachiShi » Tue Sep 02, 2014 7:54 pm

ElKahn wrote:*Applause*
Well said, viola. Well said. This is Nathan here. The host invited me to come, and I came to take his place. I like that.
Do you have an idea of why he called me?


Hello. I know your post was meant to Viola, but I just wanted to add that perhaps your Host is willing to give you a chance to prove yourself, so to speak?
That's what my Host is trying to do with Kareem right now.
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Re: Somebody help me

Postby ElKahn » Tue Sep 02, 2014 7:59 pm

You must be the ostracized (or htf you spell that!) alter, right?
Your host wants to hurt you. Your host is locking you up?
My host giving me a chance to what??? I don't need to prove anyone I'm real. I'm real, period.
###$ that and whoever believes otherwise
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Re: Somebody help me

Postby Violarules » Tue Sep 02, 2014 8:01 pm

TachiShi wrote:
ElKahn wrote:*Applause*
Well said, viola. Well said. This is Nathan here. The host invited me to come, and I came to take his place. I like that.
Do you have an idea of why he called me?


Hello. I know your post was meant to Viola, but I just wanted to add that perhaps your Host is willing to give you a chance to prove yourself, so to speak?
That's what my Host is trying to do with Kareem right now.


That sounds right. He's testing the waters and letting loose for a moment to test if he can trust you. Once again, this is a slow process but it can be a positive one though. It's not about whether you're real or not. It's about building a connection with your host. Calm down. No one is saying you are fake.

Hello :) I'm glad your host is giving you a chance. Maybe we'll see you and Jonathan around more if everything works out.
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Re: Somebody help me

Postby ElKahn » Tue Sep 02, 2014 8:12 pm

No one can trust me.

Jonathan? He's an inept. With all his tics and awkward sh it.
I got a feeling that my host still thinks I'm fake and a product of his imagination. What a ###$ ng joke!

I don't build connections with anyone. I don't like him, period. He's not capable of handling situations.

Hey there William, nice to see ya again!
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Re: Somebody help me

Postby Violarules » Tue Sep 02, 2014 8:18 pm

Hello. I do have to say that it will take a while for your host to come to terms with you being a part of him. It took Viola forever to do that and actually locked us away for a few years. Of course she doesn't remember doing that but Cynthia was very prominent in her middle school years, when she was being bullied. As for me, I was created because the host lacks confidence and I give it to her. I guess you could say I'm the confident aspect of her personality. As for no one being able to trust you, what do you mean by that?
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Re: Somebody help me

Postby ElKahn » Tue Sep 02, 2014 8:23 pm

I'm not a "part" of him, I'm just Nathan.
I have nothing to do with that inept.
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Re: Somebody help me

Postby Violarules » Tue Sep 02, 2014 8:27 pm

Inept? What does that mean?

I remember the host saying that alters can be in denial and, I'm sorry to say this, but you seem to be in denial about the three of you being one person fragmented into pieces. Don't you think you should rethink your outlook on this matter?
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Re: Somebody help me

Postby ElKahn » Tue Sep 02, 2014 8:31 pm

William boy, I thought you were nicer.
So, it's like life's hammer smashed us into pieces or something?

Dhahahaha that sounds ######6 funny, I can picture life as an angry bitch with a hammer smashing people into pieces! Ain't that funny, Willie?
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Re: Somebody help me

Postby Violarules » Tue Sep 02, 2014 8:36 pm

I suppose. Even I wish it wasn't so that I'm tied to the host, who has no backbone and lets everyone walk over her and agrees with everything everyone says. It's very frustrating actually. I wish I was my own person and that I didn't have to live in a female body but I'm forced to against my will. The more I think about, the angrier I get because it's not fair.

Well, I think saying the host has no backbone is a bit harsh. True, she should stand up for herself more but you make it seem like she can't do it at all.

That's because she can't. I doubt that she could ever stand up for herself if it wasn't for me. I'm the one that gives her strength but she takes credit for everything. Sorry for arguing in front of you all again but I would like to be able to give my opinion without being shot down by someone else.
I have ADHD. Possibly have another mental disorder but am not certain.

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Re: Somebody help me

Postby ElKahn » Tue Sep 02, 2014 8:38 pm

Cynthia. William is right. I think you should pay more attention to what he's got to say.

I relate to him a lot. I hate my host too, and he hates me.
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