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Re: Evil One

Postby Kyttin » Tue Sep 02, 2014 2:16 am

I don't need a body. I was born from fires and blood and there I shall go.
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Re: Evil One

Postby Violarules » Tue Sep 02, 2014 2:26 am

Well even though you think you don't need a body, everyone else in your system does. Destroying it would just hurt everyone including yourself. My our goals and intentions don't make sense to me.

I can understand where you're coming from. I think that the ones who hurt us should suffer as well. But I think destroying the body you have won't have the effect you're looking for. Without a body, how can you control what will happen? You won't and that's the flaw with your plan.

Um, well that alter is unknown. Anyway, ignore him. I honestly think you should talk things over with your host before you do something you regret.
I have ADHD. Possibly have another mental disorder but am not certain.

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Re: Evil One

Postby Iluranai » Tue Sep 02, 2014 10:24 am

Violarules wrote:I can understand where you're coming from. I think that the ones who hurt us should suffer as well. But I think destroying the body you have won't have the effect you're looking for. Without a body, how can you control what will happen? You won't and that's the flaw with your plan.

Um, well that alter is unknown. Anyway, ignore him. I honestly think you should talk things over with your host before you do something you regret.


Violarules, as an alter I must say that it's very disrespectful to tell someone to ignore another just because you don't know him/her.
You won't do it to somebody outside so why do it to someone who you share your body with.
Unknown deserves an apolagy.

As for you Lucas or ''Evil one" as you discribe yourself, I do not believe that you are evil, I think that you are misunderstood.
As I read I see how you repeatedly state that you hate to be locked up and that you hold memories of the abuse you lived through.
I see sentences like 'I hate life.' and 'I demand to be free.'

Kyttin wrote:I will first destroy this body which in turn will destroy the ones she loves. Then I'll ascend into the fires that I was born from.

Kyttin wrote:*** Trigger Warning ***
I demand to be free and roam the skies with Death.

I don't like being locked up. It doesn't look good for a demon to be locked up. I can guess why you are locked up because of the memories of the others. I have memories of it all. All of "Host's" past. The neglect and "abuse" that she got to feel and experience. I have to be stronger than that. No one is going to touch us now!


You state that you distroy the body so that you distroy the ones she loves but later on you state; I have memories of it all. All of "Host's" past. The neglect and "abuse" that she got to feel and experience. I have to be stronger than that. No one is going to touch us now! which sounds like you are trying to protect yourself and your system , that's why I believe that you are simply sick of being trapped inside and want to protect rather than distroy.
It is normal to be angry at the ones that hurts and trap you but killing the body will not guarantee that you will go to hell or hurt the ones you want to hurt.
If you really want people to suffer you should at least be alive to see it with your own eyes, don't you agree?

I merely state what I believe so I could be wrong but I doubt it, I also like to say that no alter how angry and bad they may seem deserves to be locked up.
You may lock them up for safety but understand that they have feelings too and have suffered as well, they need help too ,even if they say they don't need or want it.
Everyone needs to be understood at some point ,right?

The people outside called me the Beast when I came out to play, I find this term very amusing and I will use this as my title till I find a name of my own.

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Re: Evil One

Postby Violarules » Tue Sep 02, 2014 11:52 am

I will apologize to him. I apparently misinterpreted what he was trying to say. I found that Unknown's name is Ralph and that he was trying to keep the one who made this thread from hurt him/herself. I tend to panic when new alters show up so sorry about that.
I have ADHD. Possibly have another mental disorder but am not certain.

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Re: Evil One

Postby Iluranai » Tue Sep 02, 2014 12:12 pm

It's fine, I tend to react harsly on things that remind me of our own treatment from the past, I guess that I'm a bit sensitive to it so I apolagise for my harshness.
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Re: Evil One

Postby Violarules » Tue Sep 02, 2014 12:25 pm

It's alright Iluranai. I didn't take offense to what you said at all.
I have ADHD. Possibly have another mental disorder but am not certain.

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Re: Evil One

Postby TachiShi » Tue Sep 02, 2014 3:54 pm

Hello again.
I just wanted to apologize to Devyn and Lucas for not being able to tell the difference between you guys.
Wasn't my intention, just can't see the differences between the different shades of red, or any other color for that matter. *sigh*
I hope you wasn't offended by my post, but if that's the case, I'm very sorry.

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Re: Evil One

Postby Kyttin » Wed Sep 03, 2014 3:38 am

Karen, it's fine that you messed up. It's only shows that you are human. Lucas is well, Lucas. I don't actually know if he was offended by your post. He doesn't tell me things. He hasn't come out since last night. I think he got his "fix" of being out. I don't know about locking him up. It wasn't my decision to lock him up. I think locking him up turned him into a nightmare to handle. He use to be nicer and calmer.
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Re: Evil One

Postby TachiShi » Wed Sep 03, 2014 4:03 pm

Kyttin wrote:Karen, it's fine that you messed up. It's only shows that you are human. Lucas is well, Lucas. I don't actually know if he was offended by your post. He doesn't tell me things. He hasn't come out since last night. I think he got his "fix" of being out. I don't know about locking him up. It wasn't my decision to lock him up. I think locking him up turned him into a nightmare to handle. He use to be nicer and calmer.


Ok, thank you.

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Re: Evil One

Postby blaine_dark » Wed Sep 03, 2014 9:42 pm

Hi Kyttin,

I Notice that you do know who Lucas is, yet you have not given him a place in your signature..
I can understand that from Lucas' point of view, you are denying him in that way and maybe also with other things.
Don't take this the wrong way, I understand your actions.
I was once in the same position, I got serious alter flashbacks reading Lucas' posts.
Darko used to be like that. And it scared me, so I locked him away.
But the more he came out, the more we communicated, the more we communicated the more 'mellow' he became. (****TW**** the thought of slaughtered children does still make him smile though.. ****END****)

My advice (having Darko somewhat counsel me) is to let him do his thing (not the "bad" things obviously) and communicate with him. Let him vent.
Honestly I think Darko would love to talk to him, he's just a bit weak lately..
Dx with BPD, Paranoid Personality Disorder. Slight OCD and Evasive personality Disorder.
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- Many unassigned personalities.
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