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Postby Kyttin » Mon Sep 01, 2014 10:53 pm

Why do "Hosts" like to lock up "alters" that seem "evil"? I hate it. I'm not that evil. I just want to do things my way. I feel like I should be worshiped by mere mortals because I am the "evil" one of this "system". I just want to destroy the world and all the mortals in it... Of course "Host" and the "guardians" wouldn't like that. I just need to destroy something, anything. I've been out when I was more "good", but now I've come to realize my full potential. Now I need to be the "evil" one of the "system" and destroy everything "good" that they do.
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Re: Evil One

Postby TachiShi » Mon Sep 01, 2014 10:57 pm

Kyttin wrote:Why do "Hosts" like to lock up "alters" that seem "evil"? I hate it. I'm not that evil. I just want to do things my way. I feel like I should be worshiped by mere mortals because I am the "evil" one of this "system". I just want to destroy the world and all the mortals in it... Of course "Host" and the "guardians" wouldn't like that. I just need to destroy something, anything. I've been out when I was more "good", but now I've come to realize my full potential. Now I need to be the "evil" one of the "system" and destroy everything "good" that they do.


Devyn,
on behalf of myself and Kareem, I do know where you're coming from.
It's not easy being rejected by the system and the unfairness of it all may sometimes feel too much to bear.
I understand your pain. I get why you feel that.
I guess it's for the same reason Kareem wants everything to "burn".
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Re: Evil One

Postby Kyttin » Mon Sep 01, 2014 11:09 pm

*** Trigger Warning ***
I demand to be free and roam the skies with Death. I want to be able to destroy houses and mortals and the little children. Oh, god, I want to hear the little ones scream in pain. They will burn, they will be beheaded, and gutted. I'm not going to say sorry because I won't mean it. I want to destroy the children. I will cut the body to shreds and kill all who try to stop me. This body means nothing to be if I can go to Hell and stay in the forever burning pit of flames.

I don't like being locked up. It doesn't look good for a demon to be locked up. I can guess why you are locked up because of the memories of the others. I have memories of it all. All of "Host's" past. The neglect and "abuse" that she got to feel and experience. I have to be stronger than that. No one is going to touch us now!
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Re: Evil One

Postby Violarules » Mon Sep 01, 2014 11:44 pm

I don't think going on a wild rampage will solve anything. It's more likely to get everyone in trouble. Why do you say you're a demon? Are you?
I have ADHD. Possibly have another mental disorder but am not certain.

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Re: Evil One

Postby Kyttin » Mon Sep 01, 2014 11:55 pm

*** Trigger Warning ***

I am the personification of the Devil in this "system". I hate all religion and I am the Devil in all of them. I am the ultimate persecutor. I will kill anyone and everyone that gets in my way. "get everyone in trouble" I do not understand this phrase.

*** End ***

We will not allow him to hurt anyone. We will keep him in check and probably not let him out again until he complies with our rules. Do not fret over him hurting the host because we will not allow it to happen. Thank you for reading this and I hope this has not ruined your day/evening.
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Re: Evil One

Postby Violarules » Tue Sep 02, 2014 12:04 am

Is the Devyn? I can't tell since the color in the sig for Devyn doesn't match the color being used in the posts.
I have ADHD. Possibly have another mental disorder but am not certain.

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Re: Evil One

Postby Kyttin » Tue Sep 02, 2014 12:16 am

No, I am not Devyn. I am Protector. I am one of the only alters that can control and block Lucas from coming out and staying out. We thank you for responding to this thread and will hope that this has not ruined anything you were trying to do before reading this. Lucas can get out of control and is consumed by hurting the host in any way he can.
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Re: Evil One

Postby Violarules » Tue Sep 02, 2014 1:33 am

I thought it wasn't Devyn. Didn't sound like her at all. I know she has destructive thoughts but they didn't seem to be that strong.
I have ADHD. Possibly have another mental disorder but am not certain.

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Re: Evil One

Postby Kyttin » Tue Sep 02, 2014 2:07 am

I am not Devyn, nor will I ever be Devyn. I hate life. I can destroy everything and then all that is left is those mortals don't care about this body. I can and will do what I want. Death will control the others while I take out my deeds on everyone else. I will first destroy this body which in turn will destroy the ones she loves. Then I'll ascend into the fires that I was born from.
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Re: Evil One

Postby Violarules » Tue Sep 02, 2014 2:12 am

Please don't do that. That is a really bad idea. Is there a reason you're so angry and destructive? You shouldn't destroy anything or anyone. How will that help you to not have a body? I don't see how that helps you at all.
I have ADHD. Possibly have another mental disorder but am not certain.

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