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I think i have multiple persoanlities.

Postby Devilbarrakuda » Tue Jun 17, 2014 6:55 pm

ok i am a 16 year old male. i think i have multiple personalities. i am often going in a dream like mode where i can see pictures of my body in like 3rd person. its like im standing next to me and looking at me. but the only diffrence is: my body doesn't behave like i would do. its like someone else is controling it.

i often hear voices in my head. there are i think 8 voices as far as i can remember. each one tells me other things. one sounds very agressive and tells me to punch some of my enemys. but there is also this sad sounding one. it hates life and wants me to kill it. every voice is very special. i recognize eveyone of them when i hear them. i even gave them names.

i sometimes have memory gaps. im often doing things, going to places and buying stuff and i can't remember it afterwards.

i think i slowly i start to ''meet'' these 8 voices in action. because i don't have memory gaps so often now. i can often see ''the others'' in like 3rd person. the names are pretty matching:

1. Host (me)
2. Kid
3. Rage
4. Shadow
5. She
6. Kind
7. Devil (wants to kill and hurt other people)
8. Demon (wants to hurt my body/kill me)
9. Crazy (is just hyperactive)

i don't know if i just imagine them. what do you guys think
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Re: I think i have multiple persoanlities.

Postby Gemini_Incarnate » Tue Jun 17, 2014 10:52 pm

Well, no one here can diagnose you, and I'm in less of a position than most to do so, but you certainly sound like you could have DID. My advice? The next time you hear one of these voices, try talking to them (in you head, of course). If they're alters, they might respond.
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Re: I think i have multiple persoanlities.

Postby roger_wilco » Mon Jun 23, 2014 7:40 am

hello, I have DID and sometimes I don't think I am the original, mainly my evil twin alter, devin, is in control and he has locked away my good twin alter, angelica, and now she is one of the many recessed alters including, my sportswoman alter, Gabrielle and my academic alter, English and using them against me..

can alters be taken out of locking away, if so please tell me
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Re: I think i have multiple persoanlities.

Postby Una+ » Mon Jun 23, 2014 12:05 pm

roger_wilco wrote:can alters be taken out of locking away, if so please tell me

Yes. Alters that have been "locked away" can be freed. Often, they can free themselves.
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Re: I think i have multiple persoanlities.

Postby roger_wilco » Mon Jun 23, 2014 12:09 pm

By the way, I forgot to mention all of my alters

dev(in)-evil twin
angel(ica)- good twin
English-acedemic
joeseph ''bivuac joe'' green- austrailian steriotype treasure hunter
dave - mean drunk
hal- gate keeper
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Re: I think i have multiple persoanlities.

Postby roger_wilco » Tue Jun 24, 2014 10:09 am

thanks for the heads up, I really appreciate it
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