For the teenagers!

i really dont have time for romance but ya, friends would be nice.
nobody seems to have a plan or an idea for today so i guess i will just make it my day and go for some serious workout. kickboxing always cheers me up

Bravo Annett... more chi, train harder!

i guess i dont need a boyfriend, i need a sparring partner
feeling better. i dont need all these people out there, i can have a real good time all by myself. oh, and with you guys of course

That's why I like working on cars. Just me, my tools, and the car. The guys at the parts store are ok. They don't like to talk much. I'm pretty much ok without people. Car's are logical and if they start messing up you just fix them.

Colin

birdsong87 wrote:i guess i dont need a boyfriend, i need a sparring partner

I so get that! Pru's husband knows about us, and rough houses once in a while. We ahve to be careful because we hurt him.

Hi to Colin and Cynthia and Annette and Dillan and Ari and Raven (Sorry if I'm missing anyone.) I've been tired, just really tired. Tired of the body being sluggish, tired of med changes, tired of responsibilities, tired of either losing weeks or having to pretend I'm an adult.

At any rate, I've missed talking with you guys. Even when the body was a teen we didn't get along with teens for some reason. idk Just awkward I guess.

Hi Choriandr,

Welcome back!

I know what you mean. We were never that good with other kids growing up. Too much weird stuff going on in our heads made it hard.

Iain

birdsong87 wrote:i guess i dont need a boyfriend, i need a sparring partner
feeling better. i dont need all these people out there, i can have a real good time all by myself. oh, and with you guys of course

I'll be your sparring partner, even though you would probably whoop up on me. I really really want to get back into kickboxing but am anxious for some reason. Did it for years, and now I'm too nervous I'll suck at it. Maybe one day I'll just sign up.

i started with nothing, just a fat body and no skill whatsoever.
it takes a while but you will get better quickly. everyone sucks at first.
for me its the best part of the week. i wanna be like Ronda Rousey

birdsong87 wrote:for me its the best part of the week. i wanna be like Ronda Rousey

Well when you go head to head with Rousey, I'll be sure to cheer you on. (Pretend it has green text.)

she helps me a lot not to feel bad about the body. i can have tons of muscle and still look beautiful.
sometimes i am scared that the body might intimidate guys and that i will never have a boyfriend.
i broke down crying during workout today because of that.
but then i picked it up again, gotta be strong.