Stalled in therapy (trigger warning)

Forget about there not being much new. I failed an exam for the first time ... I knew the test went badly but I did not expect to fail, especially so sharply ... That's it, I'm stopping my studies. It serves nothing to do so in my current state. AND I DON'T CARE ABOUT ALL THE "IT'S THE EFFORT THAT COUNTS" #######4, IN REAL LIFE, FRUITLESS EFFORTS ARE WORTHLESS.

- The host