DID is amazing.

As per Mr. Bates last post, I wanted to talk about my abreaction. well actually it was lAlAs but I am exhausted from it. I now feel like I havent slept and last night after therapy I couldnt even drive home I was so tired. I wish there was a way to get better without having to go through all of this. Poor lala she was so scared, and so hurt. She stopped breathing and scratched up our neck. So now I am at work hoping that the scratches are covered by my hair.
This stuff is so real, and I dont know how I got along covering everythign up. I can hardly lie. But I suppose the others are there to protect me and there to do that stuff for me. Its just a trip to see the stuff that I went through knowing that not a single person knew that it happened or could tell. DID is amazing, I would not have lived without it...
Thank you little ones.

Interesting... you still owe us a nice chart of your system. Kidding, kidding! I hope the best of luck for you and that your alters refrain from bodily harm in the future.

The chart is in progress... I promise some day

How many abrasion cathartic moments will I need with a florid system. I won't let them destroy me not even with Gangstalking at play...Ha, don't allow anyone to tell you how much feelings and emotions to display/speak we'll end up Bipolar in an asylum totally snapped!