Wow i'm so glad I found this board.

I've been doing a lot of lurking lately and can relate with SO MANY experiences that other people are having here. It's a very very comforting feeling.

I've always searched for disorders myself because I knew SOMETHING was wrong, but always avoided finding help because I was scared to be labeled as a crazy, and was in denial, and often times just completely oblivious to it. (I'm sure you guys can relate to that as well) but I never found any clear answers until recently. It was always "oh maybe i'm kind of this... or a little that, but nothing explained The time distortions, flashbacks, unexplainable emotions that come out of nowhere, the constant "inner fight" and being "lost inside yourself" and "hearing yourself talk too much" The "coming to" the "identity confusion" the "derealization" the "depersonalization" ALL OF IT. (Although I think some of my schizophrenia diagnosis is also a little accurate because I have schizo like tendencies and resperidal has "cleared things up" for me)

I'm glad I finally found an answer and that there are many other people like us.

Thank you guys for responding to my posts and I hope you all find good fortune on your journeys.

Mine has just begun.

I just need to find a way to get diagnosed and treated properly somehow.

I'm glad you can use this forum therapeutically and feel you're finding answers here

It's nice getting to know you (all) better

Thank you for your time.

My head is exploding again I think i'm going to lay down for a while.