To call yourself as a "she"

I had this "problem", if you want to call it like that.

I consider myself a man, a guy, even if the body is female, so I'm trans. But, sometimes, when I'm thinking about the (maybe?) alters, somehow, when I talk about "myself" (and I write it like that, because it doesn't totally feel as if I'm talking about me) I said my old nickname "Hana", and also say "she".

Usually, when I talk about myself (or to myself), I don't say that, just say "me" or "Adrian" (Like "Oh, Adrian, what a mess you did!").

That thing somewhat bothers me and I don't understand it. I do feel great when someone call me "sir" or use "he", "his", "him" with me, keeps me smiling all day. So, I don't get it, I really don't.

Anyone has any ideas why I do that? I don't think is something "normal".

(In other news I'm seeing a psychologyst, she will make me some test -personality, IQ, organicity-. Until now I can't say anything about her, because I still don't trust her. lol But that's usual having trust-issues as you surely know).

Hi I am a man but my body is woman but I am not trans it is just the way it is there is me and my two sisters that share this body and I am always being called sir. I think when I am leed or out the body takes on a more manly look about it. I relly do not know what you are asking you are you your other alter are themselfs you just share a body. If I was out and someone called my miss I would be angrey becose I am a sir then same for my two sisters thay donot like being called sir so I tell them to wear there own clouse not mine. Just be yourself Good luke with the psychologyst do not wast time be open and if you do not get on change them as they say time is money and they are not chip

Aiden is a man. He's in the wrong body, but has no feelings about it. Often, when somebody confuses the body for a guy (i.e. are you the man in charge?) he will try to not speak in response so that the more feminine voice won't ruin it. Public bathrooms are different, then he tries to clear his throat in a feminine way so people won't be uncomfortable, and stops pretending he's a girl as soon as we're out of there..

Thank you both for you answers, but, I think I didn't explain myself properly, sorry.

I'm the host/real/etc., that's why I said I'm trans, because even if my body, the one with I have born is female, I consider myself a boy.

But, sometimes I refer to myself (not to any of the alters) as "Hana" (an old nickname I had) or "she"... But when I do, I don't feel I'm talking about myself, if it makes any sense? That's why I'm confused.

It is different from Aiden calling himself N?

Are you confused as to why you pretend to be Hana?

Ok I think I get it you fill you are a boy but you have a female body, I have a friend that was a Buddist mouk for ten years and we were thalking the other day as a close friend of mine died.
He said to me to look at it that it is the body that died not my friends spirit that will go on and be put in a new body and live again.
So the way I see it is you the spirit was put in the wrongh body, so you need to belive in yourself and be true to how you fill you are. In tieland it is accepted openly that people often change there bodys to mach there spirit.
I think why you call yourself Hana and She is you are trying to fit the body you got put in.

There is somthing I heard once that go's be true to yourself not the vesal you travel in.
Hope this makes sence