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hi. i'm new here. the reason I am posting is that I am hoping someone can help me out with this. I have DID. I was in therapy for 10 years and had gone through all the revovering of memories and was finishing up working on integration when my therapist quit. That was 6 years ago and in that time i have been doing pretty well and really kept a handle on the switching and pretty much gone on with my life. Now here's the problem...for the past couple months I have been falling apart again. it's like the damn is springing leaks and i can't cork them fast enough. i've started having trouble with controling everything. my eating disorder is coming back, i've been having trouble with drinking (which has never been an issue before) and this past week i've started losing time again....which hasn't happened in years. i'm at the last straw because i lost time and didn't pick up my kids from school. has anyone else had this happen?where things were fixed for so long and then fell all apart?

I'm sure the veteren members of this forum would agree I'm a fine example of this. The quick version cuz its late and I'm lazy: First became DID some time when I was young, D (one of my alters) says 8-ish, 8 alters, around 12, we were forced into intergration by a therapist, in the process more or less wiping my memory clean, so I don't really remember $#%^ before 12. D really never went away, but didn't start talking to me again till I was 13/14. I'm now 18, and just last year, one of my alters became active again, didn't find out till September, didn't (re)meet him till about January or February. I am now co-conscience with that alter (Frank). Before, he could only come out when I was sleeping. Now that he's moved into full co-conscienceness, he can switch with me any time my mind drifts too far. Since this happened, it seems my DID has become worse. I've actually put up two posts recently on this, if you want to go read them. Everything I do know about my past and my alters I'm simply basing off what the 2 currently active ones have told me. Like I said, I can't remember $#%^ before 12. Fragments of fragments.