Organized Confusion

So yeah, as I announced in my last post, Frank and I are now co-conscience. And lately I've been having blackouts. But it doesn't end there. My dizzy spells have gotten worse, and I'm starting to have a difficult time telling who's out when I get distorted. I'm pretty sure I'm in control but it feels like someone else is. Then my body goes into bizarre motions like pressing against the wall while everything feels slanted. Or suddenly, I get dizzy and I feel myself just looking around like a soldier in shell schock or something. We really don't want to go to a therapist, but this is slowly growing out of control. Maybe its a new alter, I don't know. Frank and D are just as confused. This sucks.

Hi,

I'm sorry for bumping up your topic Mr. Bates, I know it dates from May 2006, but I was just browsing through old posts and saw that no-one ever replied to this one.
So, was just curious if you guys managed to work things out when this was going on?
Well, sorry for my curiosity, and, obviously, no need to answer if you don't want to!

Take care,
Nindy and all

HEY BATES,

YOU MIGHT BE CLOSE TO UNLOCKING A MEMORY. I FEEL THAT WAY WHEN I'M DEALING WITH SOME HORRIBLE THING I HAD FORGOTTEN ABOUT. MY LITTLES GET VERY SAD TOO. MY SHRINK SAID, MY ALTERS KNOW WHEN I NEED TO BE PROTECTED, EVEN WHEN I DON'T. HOPE HE'S RIGHT. I USUALLY ISOLATE AND TRY TO GROUND MY SELF IN THE HERE AND NOW. THEN I BABY MY SELF A LITTLE OR DO SOMETHING I LIKE. TAKING A TIME OUT, UNTILL I CAN GET MY BARINGS, OR AM STRONG ENOUGH TO FACE THIS MIXED UP WORLD.

HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER SOON!
BENNY

What the heck is really getting better? Is it coming To terms and living in their world as they see it or is it living in ours as we see it?? Are they right because they are the majority or do we have rights as well ? I am so very confused. Am I coming or Going? why doesn't anyone seem to understand me?????? I have 3 grown chidren and that seems to be all I have. No life. ambition, motivation just a whole lot of nothingness. I spend my days hoping for sleep and My otherworlds.Whats left???????????

Oh yes, this is really old news. I don't remember if I made a sequel to this through another post, but things are way fine now. I think we were just adjusting to Frank becoming co-conscience with us (Me and D).

And damn, Babi, you really know what to say to make a person feel depressed . You need like a hobby or something. Get a guitar, take lessons. Go to rock shows. Get into video games. Something. Depressed and miserable over nothing is a #######5 way to go through life.

Okay then..
Hope I didn't bother you guys by bumping the topic..
But glad it turned out alright at the time this was going on!

Nah, its cool, better late than never.

HI,

HOW YA'LL DOING? I AGREE, STAYING A VICTIM, AND NOT TRYING TO BETTER ONES SELF, WILL EAT YOU ALIVE! I WISH I WAS MUSICALLY TALENTED. I LOVE MUSIC. IT HELPS TO CALM MY HEAD.
I AWAYS LISTEN TO IT WHILE DRIVING OR WORKING ON MY ARTWORK. ART IS MY TALENT. YOU CAN SEE IT AND ME AT [url]PsychCentral[/url] IT'S IN THE GALLERY UNDER BENNY. I'D PUT IT ON THIS POST, BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO WORK A COMPUTER THAT WELL YET. PARTY ON! LIFE IS TO SHORT WASTE!

BENNY