i made a choice today

TRIGGER WARNING alter creation and deliberate dissociation

i cant take the words. i cant take home. so it will go away. i will go away. im multiple thats what its here for right? to deal witht he things you cant? i made a choice to dissociate. from everything. if i only feel the happy times then ill be ok. but i barley remember anything right now. i guess i just floaty away after a while. ill float away everytime i meet my family again. ill float away everytime he says something.. il float away for the summer, and everything will be ok as long as i float away...

~jackilyn

-- Wed May 22, 2013 3:55 pm --

no one knows whats going on rigt now. try to create another person? just floating away cant be good though. i have a pretty bad headache thats been floating around the system and i think it has to do with her "floating away"

~-~sugar~-~

anybody else experience time stopping? it goe s o o o o o s l o o o o w

float float float, im in a fog but i d o n t f e e l a t h i n g

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dont know just dpnt know

-- Wed May 22, 2013 4:30 pm --

whatever she went and did is working its way to other people. im real sleepy and worried that sometins wrong buti dont think theres anythang nayone can do.

~-~sugar~-~

I don t have the answers Sugar, I m too new to all of this myself.

But is it possible to cohost or somethin? Or is that a silly comment?

Someone has to be in lead?

I can t add much more but wanted to say I m here with a listenin ear whenever you need it.

Sendin you the strenght you need to get through this.

Love

Nina11