Suppressed

So their gone guys.
I know they can't be forever,
But suppressed into near nonexistance. I have no clue when I black out now and no one will talk to me or reply in journaling and when I try to Get an answer its vague and distant and about ther not really there And such. I know they have to come back out at some point but during the day but their not socializing or making themselves known as separate parts. But hey, we're not supposed to know about DID and soon I'll have to see that phychiateist for 90 days and not the one I hate a new one because of the bull system I tried to get into.

Well I'm still gonna be here. But this suppressed thing isn't going anywhere anytime soon ha. But I'll be here spreading my advice and news on my life.

But don't be surprised if they just POP up in my late 30s :/

~jackilyn

Hey hun,

not sure if I understand.

are your alters surpressed? How come, any ideas?

I know you re goin through a hard time.

I m sendin you the wings of an eagle to look at things from a distance for more insight and fresh source water to give you some clarity, with teh strenght of a lion to continue.

Much love

Nina11

Sometimes alters feel like they're suppressed or gone. Sometimes it feels like they all are gone at once. That doesn't mean they'll stay that way long, though. They'll be back soon probably. Give them some time, maybe. Just to see if they're back. Dont stress over it too much without giving them enough time to be back...

Sorry if that doesn't make much sense I'm kinda fuzzy. Hope that helped...

Considering you know them and you're keeping communication, even if only a little, there's no reason to really think everyone will be gone for so long Just give it time. Lots has happened lately so they might come back when things settle down a bit (or before)

I need your advice.
I was talkin with the trustworthy teacher and ahe pointed out something to me.
Most people don't know hey have DID. So why do I? What makes me so special that I find out about this long before my trauma is even done?

I don't know what to think

~jackilyn

I think there's an important thing to remember: usually the host doesn't know they are DID. It's not that uncommon to have certain alters who know about the system. So how weird is it really that one more alter knows? I would say not much. Also, many of us didn't know because we had never heard of it. We had no words for it. Or we didn't think anything of it and didn't realize others weren't the same way. Or we knew but we repressed it again; or just didn't tell. Many here have known very early in life but then didn't think more of it later on.

There's lots of reasons why some knew and some didn't. I wouldn't take it as a "not DID" sign - maybe just a sign that you are bright and that you have good insight

Best of luck.