*Update, and yes, this is important*

gettin weaker can mean so many things, can be a moment of transformation or a time to rest?

as for the anger, it s only natural you feel this hard livin in such a toxic situation.

but I dowonder, what does make her do these things? Why would she want you to suffer? When people decide on a child, they WANT it or get rid of it.

So.... Somehow she wanted you. She longed for you. Thought of how you may look llike.

Makes me thing her own mum was hard on her too.

I m not sayin she s in her right here, just tryin to understand what makes her so angry at you.

You re in my thoughts

Love

Nina11

I can see what you mean. It's just hard to take in...
Her mom dolled out the same harsh punishments as the mom, accept even stricter. At least the mom could handle it. The mom doesn't understand. She thinks we can handle it, but we can't. Didn't realize she was calling people demons, doesn't realize I have a tragic past.
Her husband hates her, figure if he got angry enough he'd kill her. Accidentally, of course. He doesn't own a gun, probably'd smash her poor head up against a nightstand. They're all being puppeteered. I just watch.
I get why everyone in her family is at their wits end. The parents are both control freaks. Arie's always whining about wanting this or that. The dad gets her anything she wants.
It's all
Such
A
Laugh...