Meeting Another

Warning for Multiple Possible Triggers Including Religion*

Have to be Christian or the family will hate me.
Believe whatever you want. Why do you care what they think?
The family hates me they hate me they all hate me now.
It's okay. They don't know.
They still hate me they just are kind of okay with the fake me.
Sh... Calm down, it's okay... There's more to you than religion. If the family doesn't know that, that doesn't mean you don't...
Nononononononononono they always told me that its all that matters and if you dont follow them you suffer forever I'm scared scared scared
It's alright. Who are you? You sound different than anyone we know.
I'm kitty. What happened to my place? why dont you remember me? This place is different. Where are the worlds?
This isn't imaginary in the same sense you're thinking. Are you sure your name is Kitty?
Yes my name is [Redacted for personal information] why are my imaginary friends different? Are they trying to save me from the bad future?
Lots of time has passed since whenever you were awake. Do you want to pick a color?
Color? Are colors part of being good, too? I dont want to make my family angry...
Don't worry. Pick a color. And you can pick a name for yourself, too!
Last time I picked a name for myself I got in big trouble...
You won't get in trouble, I promise.
Ce....celia?
That's a great name. How old are you?
Nine? You said I got older though.
Dont worry about that for now. Welcome back, Cecelia.

Congratulations on meeting a new one!!! Welcome Cecelia! This site is a place where you'll be accepted no matter what religion you are. You can be whoever you want to be here.

Thank you. She seems to be quite shy, but she sounds like a former host.

Thank you I dont understand what this is though The shadow person says these aren't my imaginery friends but they are real like me. I dont think I get it

They are alters. Meaning they are real. Just like you. Each personality starts out separate, but they integrate as you get older. The integration process can sometimes be interrupted by trauma, therefore alters are there. That's all it is,Ceciela. I know it's a lot to take in.How far back do you remember if you don't mind me asking?

I remember when my brother was born which was when I was two. I can remember til the year I got switched classes in school.

So there's a bunch of everyone and there supposed to go together like legos? But there's extras for me?

Hi and welcome Cecelia. That's a beautiful name you've got
It takes time to understand this. I'm glad you're writing here

I've been trying to show her around, but mostly she's been hiding behind me. I think it'll take time before she shows herself much of anywhere but on this post.

thank you.

Shadow Man is right everything is different now and kinda scary...

It's okay to stay within this post Isalin, one of our alters, does the same with her post. Sometimes that feels safer

I'm sorry things are scary right now. Do you know what's different? Is there anything anyone can do that would help make you feel safer?

*Possible trigger warning*

I look older things moved around the house my mommy doesn't live here anymore I dont go to school with the friends I remember. My friends nd famly are older to now and even my imaginary friends are. I used to have a world where I could play with them it was a white hall with doors to lots of places. I would go to a forest a lot. But the forest I found doesn't have a door back to the hall.

I dont know anyone now exept Shadow Man and you and Hornet.

I understand. I'm sorry there are so many changes for you - that must feel pretty overwhelming. I'm glad you have Shadow Man though

Have you asked anyone inside if they know where that place is now?

I hope you find friends to play with