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by TheGangsAllHere » Wed Aug 21, 2019 4:26 am
Thanks, Snaga and Dnester. The T said he could still see me tomorrow morning, even though I had canceled it when I didn't know when the surgery would be. So that will give me something to do instead of waiting around to go to the hospital. And maybe he'll even be helpful. (Clearly someone cynical is having input here...).
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by Amythyst » Wed Aug 21, 2019 9:19 am
Hi Gang,
Its ok to be nervous. Its a scary thing no matter how 'minor' it is.
Good luck to all of you. We're sending good thoughts as well.
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by TheGangsAllHere » Wed Aug 21, 2019 2:08 pm
Thanks, Amythyst. I got up early so I could eat something before I have to fast, and I've successfully distracted myself by reading and replying to posts on the forum for the past couple of hours. Now it's time to get ready to go see the T.
There are definitely still anxious, panicking parts, but I'm trying to take care of them.
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by MakersDozn » Wed Aug 21, 2019 2:34 pm
Good luck, Gang. Sending good thoughts.
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by birdsong87 » Wed Aug 21, 2019 2:54 pm
thinking of you
we got your message today MDs, thank you!!!
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by Amythyst » Wed Aug 21, 2019 3:28 pm
It's T day for us but we don't wanna go today.

I can't really remember this happening before? It's like there's a real reluctance, a desire to not go.
Usually we have so much going on we wanna go and see her like 3 times a week lol, but today it feels like there's nothing going on, nothing to talk about, so we should just stay home or something.

We'll still go I guess but it just feels like... maybe someone inside really doesn't wanna?
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by MakersDozn » Wed Aug 21, 2019 3:29 pm
birdsong87 wrote:
we got your message today MDs, thank you!!!
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-- Wed Aug 21, 2019 11:39 am --
Amythyst wrote:
We'll still go I guess but it just feels like... maybe someone inside really doesn't wanna?
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Makes sense. Is there any one who can go while those who don't can rest inside?
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by Amythyst » Wed Aug 21, 2019 6:36 pm
Thanks MDs,
We weren't sure where the feeling was coming from. Melissa was one that specifically said she didn't want to see the T, and then ironically she ended up fronting for the entire session.

Exhausted now, but if we work up the energy we'll write more about it on our journey thread.
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by BeccaBee » Wed Aug 21, 2019 6:55 pm
these #####& trying to tell me I cant ######6 drive.
not liking this.
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by MakersDozn » Wed Aug 21, 2019 7:01 pm
Amythyst wrote:Thanks MDs,
We weren't sure where the feeling was coming from. Melissa was one that specifically said she didn't want to see the T, and then ironically she ended up fronting for the entire session.

Exhausted now, but if we work up the energy we'll write more about it on our journey thread.
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Glad we could help. And glad that Melissa had a chance to talk to the T.
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-- Wed Aug 21, 2019 3:02 pm --
BeccaBee wrote:these #####& trying to tell me I cant ######6 drive.
not liking this.
We can understand why you're upset. We're sorry.
Who told you? And what was their reason?
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