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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby Bejer » Mon Sep 24, 2018 9:19 pm

Hope you get well soon, Mds.

Thinking of VioletFlux, who already had the surgery and hopefully isn't in pain or scared.

VERY nervous for my appointment with my possible T to be, tomorrow morning. Attempt number four, since knowing about the DID. We've decided to not quit right away when triggered or scared..., if nothing really extreme like with the other T's happens.
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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby NyxX » Mon Sep 24, 2018 9:27 pm

Good luck
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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby Bejer » Mon Sep 24, 2018 9:32 pm

Thank you, NyxX, that's kind of you:)
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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby TheGangsAllHere » Mon Sep 24, 2018 10:12 pm

Bejer wrote:We've decided to not quit right away when triggered or scared..., if nothing really extreme like with the other T's happens.


That sounds like a good plan. I'm glad you could agree to that. Fingers crossed for a good first session!
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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby BeccaBee » Mon Sep 24, 2018 11:04 pm

I'm physically well. busy as fuq. nervous and very, very, very anxious on housebuying process. many pieces moving this week. also quarter end at work. daughter is well, but she looks tired. I don't like when she looks tired. kids shouldn't be tired. earlier bed times, more water and veggies.

we do this thing where I dare her to find a new vegetable we've never had before. and then Google ways to cook it. tonight she picked butternut squash so we will give that a go tomorrow.

I am ok. just.....caught up in my own $#%^ at the moment. mostly the house. ######6 commitment scares the ever loving $#%^ out of me and neighbors. ######6 neighbors. not like share a wall neighbors. but like half acre lots neighbors. and I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop. this $#%^ has been arduous. I'm so ready for it to be over and slightly terrified of being that locked in to anything. but then again. ###$ paying rent. tired of paying for my landlords vacations.

Thank you for your kind thoughts and well wishes forum friends. I am thinking of you, too.
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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby NyxX » Mon Sep 24, 2018 11:14 pm

I hope the house buying goes smoothly and butternut squash is yummy look for one with a small bulb bit at the bottom because that's like a pumpkin and a bigger top bit because that's all flesh (I think it's called flesh.)
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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby MakersDozn » Tue Sep 25, 2018 3:42 pm

Feeling better enough to come back to work. Still stressed, though.

Good luck, Bejer. Good luck, BeccaBee.

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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby raptureblues » Tue Sep 25, 2018 5:02 pm

i'm glad you're feeling a little better, MakersDozn.

we had a heavy therapy session, we've not had one for three weeks so it was sorely needed. it wasn't bad, just a lot to cram into a 50 minute appointment.
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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby Bejer » Tue Sep 25, 2018 5:22 pm

Thank you, Gangs and Mds.

We rescheduled, it's a disgrace. Bumped my head against the wall last night (by accident) and this resulted in hours of having to calm down littles while being sick and dizzy (but I did it and I'm actually quite proud of that, because it was the first time I noticed (so many) littles and their feelings, instead of just becoming overwhelmed by 'something', and I was really phobic of the sickness myself at the same time) and waking up too late this morning.

Next week it is :roll:
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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby MakersDozn » Tue Sep 25, 2018 9:21 pm

MakersDozn wrote:We have a cold. Bleh.

AhhhhCHOO! *Phmmmmk!*

Laura and others


Time to get some of those cold pills that require a photo ID. :?

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