How are you today thread (trigger warning)

I like the (Person says: This) idea
as well as he colors idea
trying out color change
We usually stay away from posting until alice posts.. so we dont get in trouble

Monday started a new job, and was practically symptom free until around 3:30.. We were so very proud of ourselves.
Tuesday was a bit more troublesome.. no outbursts, but the visions and time space confusion was at an all time high.
Wednesday woke up exhausted. head heavy, feet sore, and now Dutchess, (child.. mostly mute) is doing the majority of the verbalizing .. with pointing and broken sign language.. really hope i can get someone else motivated before 9
I think my dear sweet little princesses are afraid of being outted at work , so they are hiding

Knowledge: I don't know where to post this. I'm excited so I post it here. Sorry. Adam and I go googled about the meds we got from our new psychiatrist which is Escitalopram. We don't know how much mg it is. But we go googled it, and we know that it is also a treatment for social anxiety disorder. Nurul is shy and she is the most powerful alter to control the body. If this can increase her social skill or something like that then we might be able to get out and tell our psychiatrist, our school counselor, mom, everyone about our feelings without having any problems! Earlier, Adam and I were talking... for... no reason. I don't know how we made this conversation but I was googling about DID and such. So yeah, we had a conversation... outside the mind. Usually, Adam talks to the alters inside his mind but now, he's talking like... literally! Um.. I'm sorta like rambling right now but whatever. I think our psychiatrist trying to help us talking about our feelings to her too. I can't wait after two weeks. Can't wait to see what will happen.
Yep, he's happy.
Knowledge: Yeah, shut up. Hehe.

I'm having a great day I have a friend coming over tomorrow who is staying for the entire weekend which will be nice

How's everyone doing?

Today is Ma'am's son's 3rd birthday
ma'am= the physical body
the celebration makes some of us sad, but we are very happy to see ma'am so pleased

Ma'am got fired from her job on Thursday
She worked there 4 days.. This is the 3rd job in as many months.
She came home and feel into a deep sleep for 3 hrs, and then was forced out of bed by the bf.
Dont remember any of Thursday afternoon.

Today. Friday.. was the boy's 3rd bday. The boy loves all of us, even Dutchess and Christine. He pets our face, makes us laugh and tells us to calm down when we get all uppity .. We love him alot.

It was a good day. memory was super sketchy, but we relied on the bf alot today for that.
that and our dry erase board on the frig

Ma'am and the bf are considering looking into financial help from the state, due to not being able to hold a job lately. Bf is letting ma'am decide, since she seems to be against it. Says when she does that, it becomes real

~~~Cassandra

-- Sat Jun 22, 2013 12:26 am --

.... I just read the profile thingy..
Im not really a secret. She just says I know to much for my age and need to keep my mouth shut.
but lately she seems to have a boss.. which she didnt have before...
the BF says i dont have to worry about her as much now
~Cassandra

Today I'm feeling fairly good. Saturday is a good day (most of the Saturdays at least). I think today will be a good day. At least when I woke up I was feeling pretty good.

Swag: I'm feeling great because the dinner will be tonight and I'm so excited because I'll be allowed to hang out until 1am
I love hanging out with Judit
Judit: I love you too Swag I'm excited to!
Christine: I'm furious because these people will go to the dinner and there're bad people there and if they do anything bad I'll have to go to the bathroom and cut and cut and cut and cut.
Chris: I feel just like Christine I'm so afraid I'm afraid and all what I think about is to cut but I can't take full control of the body so that's good because I don't want to cut but I'm so afraid and if anything wrong happens at the dinner I'll have no option but cut to relieve the pain of the bad people I hate that people they don't let us live I don't understand why Swag wants to go there I hate that I hate it but I'll behave I swear I'll be a good boy

Trying to embrace my new reality, one moment at a time, considering all with all things considered.

And taking a chance that "being allowed" back on the forum will be a positive experience!

Sam

It's good to see you back SamsLand I'm thinking of you.

lifelongthing wrote:It's good to see you back SamsLand I'm thinking of you.

Ditto that! I see you got diagnosed. Takes some getting used to, right

I'm doing OK today. Have been very quiet here recently, I realise