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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby BeccaBee » Fri Dec 16, 2016 10:34 pm

oh I hope you get better soon birdsong.

I kicked ass at work today. I am so good when I'm good!
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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby Firedrake » Sat Dec 17, 2016 12:05 am

guess who just graduated high school...? this guy!!!
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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby BeccaBee » Sat Dec 17, 2016 12:15 pm

cool!!!! congrats, grad!!! :-)
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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby JadeRain » Sat Dec 17, 2016 4:52 pm

We are not so good. The boys (Host's children) were removed on unsubstantiated rumors. Gratefully, they have been placed with family. We have cut our ties with the SO, who pleads for another opportunity to be with us. We have voted to not try again, and instead for Raven to happy. Her childhood friend has returned home and they have agreed to try for a relationship, but are also taking things slow. The removal of the boys has upset everything, and the unsafe thinking has begun. It became so overwhelming at one point that we pushed Raven to use the texting crisis hotline found on a mental illness website with the moniker of The Mighty. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers (or the equivalent) as we fight for the return of our children.

We also found a T! S-she's not familiar enough with DID but she was able to help with our PTSD/Anxiety! And s-she lis-stened to us too!

Me an' Luna wasn't scareded of her either. She got on the floor with us, and even asked Raven if she had any questions for her. The last T didn't wanna answer the questions Marie and Raven had for her.
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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby thatoneperson » Sat Dec 17, 2016 8:33 pm

This is my first time posting here, so be patient with me.

Jade you're in our thoughts for the return of your children. That sounds so heartbreaking. Jesse doesn't have any kids, but we can imagine what you're going through. It sounds awful. :( Hope things look up for you soon. And I'm also glad to hear your T was able to help with the PTSD/Anxiety symptoms. That is always great. Hopefully you can educate her a little on your DID symptoms if you're going to stick with her.


Today has been a rather uneventful day. Basically just lounging around. Madelynn played with her stuffed pig Leroy for a bit, and listened to some music. Jesse has been doing much of nothing. Really just hangign out with his sister, then with his uncle for a bit. Soon me and Jesse's sister are going to have to clean like Jesse's mom asked. Hopefully it won't take too long. Otherwise I am feeling good. Still the money problems, but that will pass. We're waiting on a check to come, hopefully before Christmas so we can finish our shopping. Jesse will feel so bad if he can't buy any presents for his family. But things will work out as they usually do. One way or another we will keep on keepin' on.

Hope all of you are well today, and look forward to chatting with all of you.

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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby birdsong87 » Sun Dec 18, 2016 7:53 pm

somehow we spent a whole day making random DIY christmas cards.
i dont write cards. ever.
i dont even know who should get a card.
i hate christmas. and cards. and writing.
how did that card-making happen?
i mean real pop-up cards and stuff...
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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby thatoneperson » Sun Dec 18, 2016 10:25 pm

Very, very, very anxious today. Feel like crap. Lots of anxiety over things. Can't really seem to think straight. No one's really noticed, which saves us the hassle of having to explain I guess. Hopefully things will look up. Still so confused. Slept until noon today and still tired. But I guess I'll fake it 'til I make it, as they say.

Hope all of you are good.

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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby ColouredLeaves » Mon Dec 19, 2016 4:05 am

We are ok but Sarey is still very triggered about a glitch with our disability payment. She hasn't wanted to be conscious at all and bringing the stuffed animals into bed last night, which brought her close to the surface, caused pain for all of us.

We had a nice day though. We worked then napped then went to a Chanukah party with Claire's bf.
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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby MakersDozn » Mon Dec 19, 2016 4:56 am

BeccaBee wrote:https://www.congress.gov/bill/114th-congress/house-bill/4919/text

The U.S. House of Representatives has passed a bill that funds the microchipping of "Americans who wander from safe environments" there is a little paragraph at the end that says it is voluntary. a very, very little paragraph.

people think I am crazy but I am just paying attention. this so ######6 alarming. I give it @15 years. before the government is telling us just when and where we can wander.

you can read it for yourself but the basic gist is that anyone who has a developmental disability can be chipped for their safety. this is to fund grants for the program, targeted to elders and children. chip us while we are young, chip us when we get old and sooner or later we will all have a chip.


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Re: How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Postby SamsLand » Mon Dec 19, 2016 2:56 pm

trying to post for help but can't get past whoever is blocking......
keep ya head up, Don't let up, keep slayin em
-eminem

not sure what the point was.
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