How are you today thread (trigger warning)

we grew up playing outside. i think we were grown up when we got our first computer. never had a playstation or any of these things. we dont even own a tv now.
i really enjoy trying to play games when i visit friends, i am just really clumsy.
the most important thing is that there are games and they get played. even it its a board game.
i think Annett would really enjoy one of those live role playing games where you run around in some forest dressed in your warrior stuff chasing each other. she is more into REAL fighting action
she totally scared the hell out of our T today.

I look like me!!!!

BeccaBee wrote:I look like me!!!!

celebrating with you

Laura and others

-- Fri Apr 08, 2016 9:36 am --

Becca....Glad you like your short hair. Ours has been very short for most of our life, except for about ages 10-14. Easier to care for when short.

Cid....Hope you feel better soon. Flu sucks.

Asti....Just sending some general encouragement.

Waving hello to everyone else.

MDs

Lonely and upset. Feeling like I'm a complete freak and that I'm going to be alone forever because I'm not just one person. Not even feeling like I'm the most popular person in my head and I'm the host, feels like everyone likes an alter of mine more than me. One of those days, I suppose....

More hot flashes. Cripes, I thought our menopause was over.

Laura and others

not having a great day. sometimes everything seems to get too much.
we got a "yes" from the insurance. they will cover the costs for a clinic. i should feel happy. i chose that clinic myself because it seems quiet and like a good place to rest a little.

but poverty is heavy on me right now. they are all about sports and stuff. so are we, but we do it barefoot and at home cause cant afford a gym, cant even afford new shoes... gonna go to the clinic without shoes?
clothes are ... well, obviously we have a few things we can wear. the closet is full of Ls old stuff:
more classy than anyone here wears now. and we lost about 50lb, what we have is between 1 and 4 sizes too big for the body. it drags me down emotionally, to see all these fancy clothes and have nothing to wear.
looking into fancy second hand shops to see if i could get some money out of this wardrobe to cover the basics.
and going to a second hand store tomorrow to see if i can find some jeans. all we have is so old, its falling apart, holes everywhere, or it got so thin you can see thru it.
i am so sick of being poor.
the twin sister drives a sports car, gets her hair and nails done every few weeks and swims in money. why is our life so messy and she ... why questions never get answered in a satisfying way...
just needed to rant. i hate being poor.

We're pretty sick right now and that's hard. It means doctors and blood tests and things that make the Littles super upset. And Host is hurting all the time every day. And everybody is kind of scared because we don't like having to depend on other people to take care of us.

So Host goes to work and tries to do things like nothing's wrong but that just hurts even more. He tells everybody he doesn't need any help. Which is kind of stupid I guess but we don't know what else to do. And we don't take the pain meds because we might switch where everybody can see and that would be really bad.

It's kind of hard right now.

Iain

Take care of yourself, Iain. Hopefully you guys'll be able to sort out what's wrong with you soon.

Thanks Alwal. The whole system is just totally weird right now. Pain really scares us and makes us do stupid stuff.

Iain