How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Seems I didn't cope well with Christmas. Binging big time and lots odpf crying. I never cry.

Sorry Jollyjo. We were kind of hoping you'd have a good Xmas.

Iain

back at work.

ugh.....I. dont. wanna.

but, somebody has to so
$$$$$$ yeah

We hear you, BeccaBee.

I've been triggered for two days.

Charity

Two new experimental meds and my brain feels better!! The Dementia is knocked back a bit, for a bit. No allusions, but like feeling better. And She is back, left for Xmas, missed Her so much. Just ran an errand on my own. Got a Ninja blender, dem effects swallowing. So that will be nice. Someone wanted cash for a gift.

I am doing well. Heather let me front for a while -- it's odd to feel "real," if that makes sense?

cant sleep. middle of the night here...
had a day full of several flashbacks and hurting children and a lack of communication from the outside world when i needed important information and trying to fix the current relapse into difficult eating...
after all that and even after taking meds i am still wide awake

December is upset cuz I don't know how to solve a health problem that is causing us pain and I can't convince her that I can figure it out. She starts to collapse and then all the firefighters come in...

We're having a hard time with Dark One. She was out earlier while we were in the kitchen and she picked up some scissors and held them against our stomach. We tried to be soothing and gentle and eventually she gave us the scissor (we weren't going to tear it out of her hand). I know it's going to keep happening until we can reassure December, so it's pretty scary TBH

Well, I just checked my grades online and I passed all of my classes. I feel like some of the grades I got were out of pity from the teachers, but hey I passed and that's all that matters. Now if my mom could stop being such a pessimist about it since I only have a 2.7 GPA, that'd be great but that would be asking for too much.

Violarules wrote:Now if my mom could stop being such a pessimist about it since I only have a 2.7 GPA, that'd be great but that would be asking for too much.

I've had my GPA drop that low before. It's easy enough to get it back up. So don't stress about it.