How are you today thread (trigger warning)

People! Hello, people. I'm still new here. Or...we're still new. Anyway. I've been so confused. One day I think I know who I am, the next day I'm somebody else. I see somebody in the mirror who I recognize as me, but at the same time is just not me at all, and I never know if it's gender dysphoria or simply that feeling everyone gets when their appearance doesn't match what they believe themselves to be.

But now I know why I feel this way (DID, i.e. my head people are actually ME) and I am soo happy. I have an opportunity to figure this out now. I will find a way to make everybody inside happy with the person on the outside. Impossible to do simultaneously, but we can take turns, yes?

Rivet wrote: but we can take turns, yes?

Oh that's what we do.

Of course some people don't agree with that.

Of course though they learn the error of their ways be it through a friendly chat or they discover what happened to Jimmy Hoffa.

today felt bitter and sweet. I had immense dysphoria with my appearance but I cut my hair to appear more myself. I am not sure how Host will feel about the change. I wore some of my own clothes which I felt comfortable but I had to try exceptionally to act and speak like Host which gave stress. I managed to make confusion and nostalgia at a low, positively.

Great, I'm now being executed for high treason, espionage, sabotage and trading with the enemy.

All capital offences, I wonder if they'll execute me 4 times.

Don't worry my appeal should get through, it has done many times before, especially that time when I shot someone.

Leo,

If your appeal gets through on all four charges, does it mean that you get to live four times? Not concurrently, we hope. That would take the fun out of it.

Laura and others

MakersDozn wrote:Leo,

If your appeal gets through on all four charges, does it mean that you get to live four times? Not concurrently, we hope. That would take the fun out of it.

Laura and others

Technically I'll get pardoned from them all and I'll meet with my closest ally and arch-nemesis Emmanuel Goldstein who will then proceed to tell me I've been made consul for East Asia for the next six months.

If I don't comply he'll burn all my copies of Krokodil.

Yesterday I sat down and dissected the relationships we've formed at our summer job over the past 2 months. It was interesting to see who took interest in which co-workers and for what reasons. I'd post a summary of it here but The Mask has unfortunately forbidden me from doing so. It's crazy how being in a large group of people even for just a few months can draw us to the other people so strongly, causing a lot of different emotions in the process.

(trigger warning)
The Mask has been playing alarm bells on and off all year and lately they have been going off literally 24/7 due to some issues (the fault of the rebel), which as you can imagine is extremely draining. We'll probably have to endure these alarm bells for, at the least, about 2 more months until things clear up. The alarm bells are to warn us of the possibility that The Mask will self-destruct, but it's just like, urgh... we got the message, we understand that you may or may not have to force our suicide, but could you just turn off the alarm and let us relax? Being on constant alert isn't going to improve our chances of survival in this situation, it's pointless. And maybe you should learn to act quicker when the rebel is getting out of control, then maybe we wouldn't find ourselves in these life-or-death situations anymore!

I had a good day today two of my aunts stopped by to visit and my brother barbecued hot dogs and burgers that were really good. We're going to IHOP in the morning with one of the aunts. I can't wait! So excited!

i am officially SICK of her friends who THINK they are mentally healthy and when we say that things are rough they act totally surprised like "how can that be?! i thought you were in therapy!" like stupid therapy would solve everything and now we live happily ever after

Violarules wrote: barbecued hot dogs and burgers that were really good

Do you call hamburgers and hotdogs barbecue where you live? In Texas BBQ would be like ribs, sausages, pork, etc. While hamburgers and hotdogs would be considered grilled. Like we call everything coke or soda regardless of the brand, and other places call it pop or something of the like. Just wondering. And now i'm hungry...